I projected to my grandparents old home today. I was hoping to see, or look for, my deceased grandmother, as I have seen her there once before.
Getting there didn’t take much effort. I flew in a horizontal line, past many houses (American suburbs), and then buildings, once I arrived to my home country/city. I wouldn’t really know how to get there from a traditional coordinate standpoint, because that would technically involve navigating to a different continent, but I never really have a hard time getting to this destination in particular. Perhaps because it’s so familiar.
The apartment is quite large, has many rooms, and it’s dark. Not a single light is on. I roam the halls, everything completely empty. I look out the window, and the city of Sao Paulo is quite beautiful at night. For someone who has lived in suburbs for the last 16 years, the city does invoke a sense of awe for some reason, especially at night.
I see buildings, I can see the favela (Paraisopolis), and things are mostly as I remember last seeing them.
I turn around, and float across the living room. All lights are off, but I can see clearly.
Before going in to my grandparents room, I float in to a different room, because I’m checking them one by one. This particular room is probably the one that holds the least significance. It’s not the room my mother grew up in, it’s not the one I grew up in, and no one really ever lived there. I slept in this room when I last visited, but it’s mostly an office that can be used as a guest room, because it has a couch that converts in to a bed.
I take a moment, look around, look out the window again, and then proceed to leave the room. When I’m about to leave the room, I see my wife. She’s standing just outside of the room.
She waves at me, I ask what is she doing there, and I can instantly tell something is off. I know this isn’t actually my wife.
I call it out, and say to it: -“I know you’re not my wife”.
It then takes the shape of a beautiful young blond woman, whom I have never met.
This is normally the point where I become hostile, as I don’t like when things try to deceive me. However, I didn’t get a negative feeling from it, nor malice.
So I say:
- “Wow, you’re beautiful”.
It responds:
-“Really…?”
With the way it responded, plus an intuitive feeling, I could tell it was extremely insecure, or worried, about its appearance.
The moment it responded to me, its appearance changed once again. This time it turned in to something non-human, to say the least.
I want to be very careful with how I describe this being, as to not be disrespectful. It was clearly not human, and very “animal-like”. I don’t know if I would call it “rat-like” or “wolf-like” or “dog-like”, but it’s cranium had the shape of an animal, with a snout, and whiskers. Its entire face and body was also covered in dark grey or black fur. Bipedal like a human. Clearly female, and had a soft female voice.
To be honest with you, I have no idea what I was looking at.
When I saw it, I got some sort of nonverbal communication. Not telepathy, not a download, just an intuitive knowing that it was afraid to show me it’s true form, because of the way I might react. It was insecure.
So when it morphed, and asked me the question, I guess I felt compassion for it. I grabbed its hand, kneeled with one leg, and kissed its hand. I don’t know why I did this, describing it sounds weird, but in the moment it was the first thing I thought of doing. Like an old timey greeting.
I guess I wanted to relieve its insecurity and that’s the first thing my dumb ass thought of doing. I wanted them to feel beautiful or normal. So I said:
- Yes, really. It’s nice to meet you.
- It’s nice to meet you too.
I’ve never greeted anyone in this manner before, but in the moment this is what I felt compelled to do. To kneel and make it feel special.
I guess you could say that it looked scary, and not conventionally attractive to human standards, but the sweetness in their voice made it likable and not intimidating. I wasn’t afraid of it, nor did I sense hostility. I just sensed a lot of insecurity, and that it wanted to run away.
I ask it:
- Could I please ask you some questions?
- Sure. (It had a very warm tone).
I gently grab its hand, and sit them next to me on the couch. It didn’t resist, and seemed flattered or happy to speak with me. Conversation went something like this (to keep it objective):
- I have to ask, why are you here?
- I was just passing by, and then I saw you.
- Why did you take the form of my wife?
- Because I didn’t want to scare you.
- But why my wife?
- Because it’s familiar to you.
- What is your name?
- Mepremea (Mepremia?).
I began to feel sick during this conversation. Short of breath, dizzy.
I had several more questions for it, as it was very nice and willing to answer everything I was asking. When I went to ask the next question, I paused, and instead I said:
- I’m sorry, I have more questions, but for some reason I don’t feel well.
It gasped with concern, genuine concern:
- You need to go back, now. (It said so with a concerned and caring voice).
It grabbed me by the hand, flew me out the window, and as if with the speed of light, took me back to my room, next to my body. It tugged my arm, and almost threw me back in to it.
I opened my eyes that same second, looking for it, because there was almost no transitional time between states, but I felt EXTREMELY dehydrated and hot.
I keep the AC at 65 degrees, but I feel like it could easily be 80 in here. I chugged a ton of water, and my body temperature has still not come down, even 2h after. (By the 3rd hour now, it has).
I don’t feel sick like I have a fever or anything, I just feel very hot.
I didn’t lay down dehydrated or anything, so I wonder why that happened. I do have cardiac problems though, and some times this does happen naturally. I don't believe the entity was the cause of it necessarily, it could be coincidence/condition-related.
If you ask me what it was, or what my intuition tells me, the answer is I have no idea. I didn’t feel malice or danger, I felt it had a genuine sense of care and concern, but I wouldn’t know what to classify it as. No idea. Never seen anything quite like it.