Hello, I don’t even know why I am here. I don’t know if I believe in any of this. However, I am so desperate for some answers. Earlier this week I was suicidal. I have since, with help from my psychiatrist and therapist, been walked back from the cliff. But I’m still looking back at it because I am hurting so incredibly bad. I’ve never felt this kind of hurt and I know I can’t live with it. If there is anyone who would be kind enough to help me with this I would be very grateful. Thank you.

Two or three months ago I remember trying a guide audio so that I can read my akhashic records.

I did see some images but I couldn't understand.

At first it was a snowy forest

I remember a wolf looking and a fox too.

Then the scenery changed.

It was a general and a princess. They were in love with each other. I couldn't see their figures. Their silhouettes were black.

They were wearing Asian clothes though I am not sure if they were Chinese,Japanese or Korean.

Then the scene changed again. It was a glimpse of when they first met. But I didn't hear any names.

Again the scene changed,I was inside a lake but I wasn't drowning or anything. I looked up and saw the water. Then I woke up.

I got disappointed cause I thought I could get some answers and no nothing except those images.

Basically I did a stupid thing I highly regret! I did a spell to have mediumship, the Clair senses and psychic abilities! I’m a naturally frighten person so immediately I mean immediately it worked! I started seeing things and hearing things! I didn’t even continue with the spell I threw the candle away and it only burned for just small while not even a day! Or hours! How to stop this and make it go away! I don’t practice witchcraft at all anymore! This was 4 months ago! I been meditating and it helps a lot. And I had a spiritual healer cleanse my house and myself and my house feels very peaceful but how do I stop all this?! I don’t want to be a medium I don’t want psychic abilities I don’t want Clair senses! Any info would be helpful!!!! Please I’m 29 I’m a woman who lives alone and I don’t like this. I didn’t know what the heck I was asking for and I want these abilities gone. I don’t want to do witchcraft myself I don’t I left that life alone! I been praying to god and Jesus Christ everyday I honestly need some real advice please

I was wondering if this had anything to do with a soul tie, this feeling is NOT or within my state of free will and I have now come to that conscious realisation.

I rlly would like a spiritual input, is this a sign of a soul tie or could I be target to something sinister, like a dangerous energy/entity who is draining my energy ?

Was with this guy for not even 2 months from
dec 2025- feb 2026. He asked me to be his girl,
and then he left me. He was also very spiritual
himself and we were got close.

But I have been dangerously in love and obsessed with him ever since, and we have been in ZERO contact. We bumped into each other once briefly not too long after we broke up at the same acting job. It was a crazy coincidence, but I haven’t seen him since.

I do NOT even want this guy at all, I am not in love with him am nor am I attached. But I cannot physically exist without thinking of him every second of the day, Every time I leave the house, he is on my mind. I spent months of discomfort, alone trying to navigate this but it’s driving me insane, bc I feel like I’m not the one who is willingly thinking this much about him??? Tried to go on dates with other men and I physically cannot can’t talk to other people without him taking up my entire mind, when I don’t even want him to, AT ALL.

I can feel his presence in my literal gut, my heart legit drops when I am walking in the city randomly bc I can sometimes feel his presence. I dream of him almost every single night and it’s the same damn dream of him bumping into me. Nightmares too, not sure if they correlate but its the same demonic entity who is a tall woman with long dark hair laughing at me and trying to hurt me in some kind of different way, and this has become a consistent pattern, waking up feeling a weird sense of emptiness and my energy drained.

I haven’t reached out to him in a long time, hoping that this weird constant feeling would just go away and it’s going to be November soon. I feel doomed. It wasn’t even a traumatic relationship I legit rlly wanted it to be him, but this cannot be normal for legit a 1 month relationship. I have been in many relationships before in my life even very long ones too and I eventually moved on after a couple months.

It’s currently 3am, it’s been more distressing for me every night, geniuely losing my mind, and I don’t know what would happen if I reached out but this ONE month relationship is taking up so much of my time, energy and day. People say just move on!! Trust me I’m not reaching out or anything at all, it makes absolutely no difference at all. I accepted the breakup as it was over but how I felt for him didn’t change.

Very important context
Once we had a deep chat and he opened up to me briefly that he can feel an entity inside of him, one that felt evil, and how he was capable of making anybody in love him and I didn’t initially believe him. He used to say lowk weird things in sex like telling me to repeat after him while looking into his eyes that he owns my soul. He widened his eyes whilst telling me to repeat it. I felt an off feeling of emptiness that I cannot describe as if a part of me was gone but not in a traumatised way. I felt obsessed ever since and I didn’t even want him AT ALL before that? I didn’t want him bc of that, but I noticed when this feeling started, but i didn’t realise at the time. He did that before he asked me to be his girlfriend. And no I don’t do fwb situations anymore, I am very celibate. He’s also said strange things like his energy was a woman? He was a very masculine identifying man tho, not trans at all.

A few months ago, around May, I had gotten some spiritual work done to remove entities/hexes etc. It was not in person, the medium worked with candles in another city.

Anyways, I went to take a nap and while I was drifting off, I would say I was almost completely asleep, I heard a woman’s voice call to me. It seemed like it was coming from the top right of my head. I immediately knew it wasn’t a physical person because it was just my boyfriend and I in the house but for some reason it wasn’t even brief, it sounded very real and so loud as if it WAS an actual person. She said my name in like a singsongy way like she was almost looking for me. Like, you know when you play Marco/Polo? The way you’d teasingly call out *Marcoooo…* That’s the best way I could describe it. It had a light and playful tone to it not like a warning.

I ask because I have never experienced this before, I was wondering if that could mean something or if I was maybe listening to the medium who was doing my candle work (she worked on it sometime that week). I have always been very intuitive and sensitive to energies but have not worked on my clairs and this has inspired me to try to strengthen them.

I’d like to add that one psychic once told me I have a 6th sense that I need to learn to trust more and that she knows I’m aware of it and shouldn’t ignore it, and she also said during my reading that I walked in through her door accompanied by a woman who seemed to be a protector. My grandmother is psychic and has said it to me as well since I was a child that I’m like her, and my mom said I used to see things when I was a child.

I guess to narrow it down my questions are:
• If you hear Spirit does it have a noticeably different voice or does it sound like a variation of your own thoughts?
• When you hear Spirit is it usually offering guidance or could it be like what I experienced?

If my experience is not valid then could anyone explain to me what it would sound like? I would love to hear your experiences! Thank you :)

I (F) am 33 years. It has been almost 3 years since my boyfriend suddenly died. I have been through a lot since then..losing job, looking for a new one, financial struggles, leaving my apartment, dealing with deep grief, helping my mum with my father who suffered stroke almost 14 years ago.

I feel the pain from losing my boyfriend will neve leave me. He was everything to me. I know I need to live this life but how can I heal....? I feel so lost. The waves of grief keep coming even in the moment when I feel a sparkle of joy. I am not able to feel/experience life the same as before.

Can somebody here share something useful with me? Books, paths, direction.

Thank you in advance for any suggestion, comment and advise and sorry for spam.

I am currently pursuing a program that requires 2 year work experience to continue moving forward.

The due date for registering being 31 Oct.

Around mid september I joined an office and quit in a day.

In a panic looked for another one and joined the office but I just couldn't stop thinking about the old one and again I quit. Here I was dissatisfied with the working environment and scared I wouldn't get the same exposure.

I joined the old one again worked for 2 weeks and quit😭, because the work felt a lil disorganized but I lowkey liked the environment and autonomy there.

Then I joined another one spent a week here and everyday I can't stop thinking about the old one as I am again lowkey dissatisfied with the work & environment.

SO, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? AM I MEANT TO GO BACK? OR AM JUST TRULY AN INDECISIVE PERSON?

Is it my intuition telling me to go back? or just anxiety/overthinking?

Is anyone qualified enough to lend an explanation or some guidance here? So I say things or imagine things sometimes that then either instantly or a few days later happen in reality. Just before, my toddler son was running down our steep driveway and he landed on his face. Two minutes before he fell I told him not to run otherwise he might fall. (And land on his face). Did I make this happen by thinking it and then saying it out loud? Or did it happen because it was going to anyway, and with maternal instinct I considered it a possibility? Another example is around ten months ago I envisioned one of my friends having a car accident. Two days later she was in a car accident. I hadn't mentioned what I had envisioned to her or anything. Did the car accident happen because I saw it in my mind first? Or did it happen because it was always going to and I had a preconceived warning? It's kind of a question of what came first - the chicken or the egg. But then in saying that, all of time exists all at once so which instance catalyses which? I am a medium and have four clairs and have always been prophetic. Thanks!

I have a question about two spirit guides of myself I think I’m picking up on tonight and was hoping for verification, you know, because data, evidence. I only ask bc one of the spirit guides I had a very complicated relationship with.

So about 10 years ago I read the book the master key system and it changed my life in a few ways, since then I always go back to the book periodically but I’ve noticed when I really start to dive into the meditation practices or meditate in general consistently I seem to attract energies that I strongly feel aren’t me or my’n. An example here: Anytime I’d sit and meditate with my eyes closed I can feel and see entities around me. It doesn’t bother me much as I’m not spooked these things easily but what bothers me is when I go to bed I have vivid night terrors and have dealt with sleep paralysis demons I’ve had to tell to fuck off and they usually do it seems temporary and when I stop meditating all together everything is normal. I’ve tested this theory about 3 times now at different times about 3 years in between and I can’t help notice a theme. For the record I’m meditating on self growth and abundance and manifestation of goals so I don’t know why lower energies are trying to follow me to bed

It’s the first I’ve ever felt it but I know many mediums talk about timeline shifts and it felt like something shifted tonight. Maybe it was just me but wanted to see if any others that have psychic or medium abilities felt something funny or different as a whole. It wasn’t like a spirit or message for me, something else thats hard to describe.

I remember this dream vividly it was the night my little brother was born I was 6 and I was asleep in the living room with my grandma and I dreamt I was in a burning hot bath tub and I could feel it here the water and there was this man mind u I was like 6 and I didn’t have any traumatic sexual trauma I was happy but in my dream something hurt and i didn’t know what was going on at the time but I felt pain in this dream

My mom says my great grandpa who is still alive does devil worship and also a few years ago at 16 told me she had dreams of being raped by Incubus and many women in our family have too I js wanted to share this I don’t know more on my great grandpa never met him but he’s still alive. And all I know is he’s an evil evil man.

I’ll preface by saying my mother has always been deeply spiritual and practices divination via tarot cards and pendulums, so I have a little background knowledge. I recently started being hit constantly with premonitions or knowings about events or people, and I’m not sure how to deal with it. It started about a year ago when I had an insane Déjà vu moment that lasted longer than usual, I was at work and everything started slowing down; I knew exactly what was going to be said to me and the exact movements everyone was going to make. When I would respond, the words coming out of my mouth felt like I was reading a script. Everything sounded muffled and I slowly came back to it after 30 seconds it was really freaky. A little while after that, I started being able to think of small things that would eventually happen. that same week I thought of a coworker from a past job coming into my new job, who I have no contact with and just in passing thought, and then that coworker came in. The “premonitions” began to become more frequent and more accurate. I experience synchronicities almost everyday. Then this past month, my cat suddenly died. She showed no symptoms of being sick, and if you know, cats rarely show any symptoms of sickness and are great at hiding it. That entire week leading up to her death, I kept having an insane feeling that she was about to die and I couldn’t explain why and I kept writing it off as my anxiety. But after that everything is just accelerating even faster, I can predict what somebody’s going to say, I’ve been hearing my name when nobody’s around, I know what color car I’m going to see before I round a corner, and I get insane sensations/pressure near my third eye that last hours. I have no guidance for this and everything is overwhelming to experience. The best I can describe it as is that I just have a knowing of something before it happens. I have ADHD so I don’t know how to differentiate from my thousands of thoughts and actual premonitions. I need guidance and I don’t know where to start. Everyday I’m experiencing something different and I’m not sure how to control it or how to tone it down or filter it out. How do I control it? If I need to how do I stop it? If anyone has advice for me I’d appreciate it

Hi all,

I've recently had the amazing experience of my 3rd eye opening and I am just looking for a little guidance on how to proceed from here? How do I take advantage of having opened it and what should be avoided. IISII ❤️

I’m currently in the process of improving my remote viewing and astral projections. Yesterday I had a projection where I was casually looking at myself in an oval shaped mirror, in what looked like a residential restroom (felt like I was at my place of residence). It felt completely ordinary, like checking my reflection. I looked a little different, but appeared to be the same age. The feeling I got was that I was another version of myself in a parallel reality, casually looking in the mirror. I was experiencing that moment from his perspective, as him. I’ve had many projections where I’m looking down at myself and everything seems to belong to this same reality, which I’m guessing would qualify as an OBE. This one felt different. I knew it was me, but I also had this strong sense that this version of me had a different life and a subjective experience of his own. These projections are very real looking and they vary. They’re short lived, this one lasted maybe a second and a half. The longest one I’ve ever experienced was about 7 seconds

Has anyone experienced something similar, where you still feel like yourself, but somehow a different version of you?

I was washing dishes last night, not thinking about anything, and out of nowhere I heard "Danielle" in my head. Not like remembering someone. It was sharp and kind of loud, like someone said it right behind me. We worked together two years ago and haven't talked since. Ten minutes later she texted me asking how I was. My roommate had "orbivanius" open on the couch with some angel number thing about reconnecting, which made me laugh because that stuff could fit anyone. The point I want to make is that memories drift in slowly and bring a feeling with them. This came fast, flat and almost outside of me. I think that difference is what to pay attention to. Does anyone else notice that same quality?