Genuinely I’m at a loss with this surgery. I told them about the issues i’m dealing with and they look for one thing then say “ah sorry thats not available for you” then don’t even bother to continue searching for things or referrals to secondary care. I’ve been to them around 4-5 times for help with chronic insomnia. I haven’t slept properly in around 6 years, I have sleep for three hours or five on a good day and it’s not enough. I don’t fall asleep til 6-10am, it’s a joke and I genuinely feel the impact every single day.
My whole life is destroyed. I can’t go to uni because i’m so exhausted. I eat one meal a day because im constantly sick and throwing up from lack of sleep. I have no social life because this is causing me burnout, I can’t talk to friends or message back til months or weeks later.
They also outright refused to change my right to choose referral for adhd which also is crippling me (haven’t even had any appointment with my provider yet so apparently I should be able to get it switched).
It’s just getting so bad, I genuinely cannot live life like this. It’s so hard to put into words how bad this is for me - I am not mentally unwell, my life factually is great, I’m at a point where I am happy. I have good friends, family are somewhat sane these days, and I have the best partner. But I feel so desperate, depressed, hopeless and I feel like I have no one that will help me. I do not need mental health help, i just need this issue sorted and someone to help me as its becoming extreme.
Please if anyone has any guidance on what I should do, I’d be so grateful. I really don’t wanna be hopeless and suffer like this anymore. I just want to rest and live happily again.
Edit: does anyone have better doctor surgeries to recommend or doctors to recommend within the same surgery?