Yep, you heard that right. I already relived five of my past lives.

They were all through guided past life regression form YT and only one rlly works for me as it'll guide you like the hypnotherapist is there. Actually, it's 6, if I was able to successfully relive the very first one, which I think ancient greece or egypt, that was cut off.

So I think Imma yap about the 5.

So here we go.

The first one was in 2020. It's in the Philippines where I came from, around Spanish colonial rule. I'll just give you a gist coz it's rlly long. I was betrothed to a man I don't like but eventually I love the man afterwards. I knew bcos it was calming to see his blurry face. Idk how is it for you guys but for me, it was so peaceful and loving to have him around. Ofc we do what married people do and I don't think I am forced to do those thing so I knew it was genuine. I never had any romantic relationships in this life just yet so idk if I was right but I think and feel I love him. But then I had to leave him for idk reason, that threatens me and him and cry my sht out before even leaving him, I had to move countryside. Ik I hurts him. The night before I leave, he was awake pretending sleeping. And then at 40s, I died alone in a hut. Still young for me.

The second one was my favorite of all, it was on 2021. Still in the Philippines under Spanish colonial rule (they colonized us for 333 years so it made sense why I had two previous lives in this country). So here it goes so I think Imma yap a bit. I am still betrothed to a man I don't like but I eventually love again. At first, I didn't know it was him . I js realize it after contemplating. Anw I'm super annoyed at him at first, he's literally annoying in that part of PLR. But eventually we got married, had a daughter, I even got to rmbr lovemaking with him, lol 😭. We also had cute interactions in our marriage to such spending time at a beach. He is letting me feel loved and valued. But the twist, I left again. But through death. I died young at 24. Idk but at the end of that life, I feel like a ghost watching my husband and my child crying and mourning over my coffin. I got sick of idk what case. They said some things you have before is connected in this life. I'm 23 now but I am sickly in any way haha. Mentally, physically, idk. That's why I wonder what will happen to me if I turn 24. Not that I'm manifesting for smth bad to happen.

For my lives before this, it maybe around 1600 to late 1800s , the time of Spanish colonial rule. For the next three, they're all in Europe from, lets say, 1100-1500??! If u know the

Okay, for the third one in 2023. This one's in Europe. I am an orphan. I don't have any family members present with me but I still live in a cobblestone house at a farm, just the flat ones not on mountains since I saw the nearby mountain range. Then I met this privilege and respected man then ofc we got married. Fun fact? It was "Him" again. He gave me a life far from what I had before meeting him in this lifetime. He's rich and I think he served the government or royalty that's why there are days he's not around. But when coming home, we will be lovey dovey 😭. Physical touches, quality time such as dancing without music, telling each other's baggage, me crying into his shoulder, etc. But then guess what? I died again early, I think at 30s 🥲🫠. Now leaving him with twins, a girl and a boy I presume.

After the third one, I rlly rlly rlly felt so bad. This man's soul only experience me leaving him in anyway possible. I have seen the pattern actually. Idk anymore.

But then, I still relived another past life thru PLR. The fourth one is also in 2023. It's actually a miracle I was able to relive two in a year since I didn't have any at 2022 no matter how I tried. Anyway, for this lifetime, I am an assistant in an orphanage nearby a seashore, which I think is run by a convent. I rlly know this is where I got my love for community service. Okay, so one day, a rich man once again visited the orphanage. Who is he? Yes, you're right, it was "Him" again. But during the PLR I am not rlly expecting to meet him again as I believe the universe is vast and has many souls wandering in the thru dimensions and plane. But oh well, it was Him again. We definitely love the beaches because in this lifetime, we spent most of the time on the beach. There are some cute lovey dovey interactions too but I won't go into detail for that, haha. Then as expected, we got married. But I think I'm infertile in this lifetime. And guess who died first? It wasn't me for this lifetime. He left the world first but I think we were able to grow old together. Eventually, I have someone else beside me—a young woman I treated as my daughter. Idk if she's biological or adopted, I js know I rlly love her too as my daughter.

On my fifth one and the last one I relived thru PLR, I am a daughter of a nobility. But then, as expected I am betrothed again to this man. Exact man again. To the "Him" we've been talking about. I think they're higher ranking than us. I actually am out and sneaked outside. Some trusted people only know my whereabouts. I am usually locked up or whatnot as a female. As a daughter of that kind of noble, i have to meet them eventually at a dining hall and share the same meal with them. As usual, I'm annoyed to the situation and guy itself. I'm also annoyed to my father. He got himself interested to me and love me before I did. He will follow me here and there. But then, I love him afterwards. I don't have to sneak anymore because he will be there to take me out. On the market, on the lake, to a gazebo, to everywhere I wanna go while he let me experience life. This is my third favorite bcos it's so heartwarming. Js like the 2nd and 3rd PLR, he is as passionate and loving towards me. You can feel safety and peace, I kid you not. Never once have I ever felt that kind of peace and love in this lifetime. We're def lovey dovey. We had two children. But then in this lifetime, I died again soooo young. Again. At my late 30's to 40's There ate many people in the room. The servants, butler/guard, the kids, and eventually him after his duties. Seeing him proves we're in high rank society back then. So before I even die, he said I can let go fighting. But he's also crying I will be gone and seems to vow smth like he loves me a lot. But the. i died due to sickness again I think.

Reliving these came out as descending given the timeline and observation I have so far. After the fifth in 2024, I didn't had any chance ro relive my pas life memories.

Despite the reliving these 5 past lives, I still feel I am somehow unguided for this one. I might be needing some advice what to do next?

Also, do you think it'll be possible to meet the guys, the "him"? I'm really really curious. Bcos I'm 23 and yet haven't felt that love to anyone else in this lifetime. Thi its great since I'm still building my career but yk I js can't love unless necessary.

That's all. Thank you for listening to my yapping. Please let me know your thoughts whether or not answering the question above and advice a lil more