I'm a grad student planning to apply to PhD programs in a quantitative field. I have 2 years of prior research experience and 2 national conference presentations. For the past 6 months, I've been working in an academic lab, mainly hoping to get a publication. I've taken on most of the project, including the literature review, research questions, data exploration, and methodology.
The problem is that 6 months in, we still haven't established a clear hypothesis or methodology, and I feel like I'm going in circles.
Our PI meets with the lab for only an hour each week. She encourages us to send questions and ideas throughout the week, but when I send reports or analyses, she either doesn't respond or reacts with a thumbs-up. During the weekly meetings, she'll admit she hasn't reviewed my work and ask me to present it instead, which makes achieving progress extremely slow.
When I present, she criticizes my work without offering constructive feedback. When I ask what specifically needs improvement, she'll say things like "just think critically" or "when you bring me something actually useful, I'll give you feedback." When I have confronted her about her feedback style she just says "I'm not trying to discourage you, that's just how I am". I've worked in other labs and understand that criticism is part of research, but I've never experienced feedback this unhelpful.
Our PI frequently rejects my proposed hypotheses and methodologies, even when supported by the literature. She acknowledges that she's unfamiliar with the specific field, the data we are using, and that I know more about the topic, yet insists on her preferred approaches.
For example, a colleague she invited to review our work praised my analysis but questioned why I hadn't used a particular method. I had originally used that exact method, but my PI told me to change it. The colleague confirmed that my original approach was more appropriate, yet my PI still insists on doing it her way.
She's told other lab members their work is "garbage," that they're wasting her time, or that they lack sufficient education. Every other student she's brought on has left within 3 months. I'm the only one who's stayed this long.
I understand that research requires independence and I'm not expecting hand-holding. However, I feel like I'm expected to figure everything out by myself while having my decisions overruled without meaningful feedback.
I'm now questioning whether it's worth continuing to invest 20 unpaid hours every week in this lab. I have a potential research opportunity next summer, but I'm unsure whether I should stay another 6 months hoping for a publication or cut my losses and focus on school. The only things keeping me here: I want to publish, I need letters of recommendation for a PhD, this work is interesting to me, and I don’t want to have a blank on my resume for the next 6 months.
My questions
- Is this normal academic mentorship, or are these red flags?
- Is 6 months without an established hypothesis or methodology concerning?
- Would you stay for the possibility of a publication in this situation or does it seem hopeless?
I'd appreciate perspectives from graduate students, researchers, and PIs who've been in similar situations.