Starting to transition in Texas was really scary for me and it’s like kind of a hostile environment so I completely hid (short hair, baggy clothes) so I really wasn’t able to like start developing my aesthetic until like after that first year and a half. But hitting that two 1/2 year mark of being on estrogen like is so amazing! Not like completelyyy passing or whatever but I’ve felt so cute!! I don’t get misgendered in public, men hold the door open for me at like gas stations and restaurants and say yes ma’am and just treat me like a lady and like it’s been like the most affirming warm feeling💖 most of the time it’s like some really country people that probably don’t even like trans people but they don’t even know I’m trans but it’s like kind of funny lol. my hair is like such a cute length and color and I’m just so happy slowly becoming the best version of me🥰

holding down this Amazon job for now, but this physical labor is not for me😂😂 i’ve never owned a rain jacket because I don’t go outside when it’s raining and Amazon said they would not give me one until I worked there for like two years or something crazy👀 but that’s probably been the funnest part of my job during the rainy days because I just get to run out in the rain like a silly goose🪿 while I’m making money😂 the people I’m delivering to at least get a laugh out of it🤷🏻‍♀️✨

I finally started with therapy and in three mouths I will have my first medical appointment! Wwaaaa I so exited ooh my gawd!!

Sorry for the sillyness, Im just like that lol.
Also todays fit was pink and green autumn vibe yay ^^

Bye byeee 🍁

First of all I apologize if this content is not allowed, I do not intend to be provocative or anything but while I’m transitioning I am also rarely girlmoding, mostly because of my family and environment and all of that.

This is an important clarification bc when I used to post on r/transpassing people used to be pretty… HONEST to put it some way, so yeah i’m not always clean shaven or looking as feminine as i’d like and part of that is the clothing, which i barely have some.

I got this bra which now fits my breasts and some underwear to see how my body adapts to it, i had a white underwear set but i lost it. anyways, this is a picture from this morning, now close to 11 months and well… while i have noticed fat distribution with said being transferred to the sides of my belly and my thighs i still am not sure about the um… shape that the hormones are turning my body to, is this decent progress for 11 months? i’ll try to add a picture with pics from when i was only 2.5 months on hrt but again, i feel that there’s barely any notable differences, maybe it’s normal, idk, i just wanna know if i should just wait longer. i feel like everytime i get in one of these subs there’s people that look like a goddess in like only 3 months of hrt😵‍💫😵‍💫.

anyways, yeah covering my feet bc i know there’s chasers and weirdos on these subs, my face is whatever ig… i’m 23 close to turning 24 and 5’11” for reference. and also, you can be honest just don’t be mean, people on said sub have been very mean to me before, like, don’t sugar coat it or lie, but don’t say something that will make me want to rip my face off.

I feelzzz purrty ☺️🏳️‍⚧️ and happy to be a girl! Although I get lots of dysphoria still and wish I was AFAB sometimes. Still, I embrace the trans girlie I was born as 🩵💗🤍👸

Today was one of those days when I felt genuinely happy with how I looked, and it's such a great feeling !

My first HRT appointment is in four days, and I'm finding it hard to put into words how excited I am (and also a little stressed, to be fair 😅). There's still a lot ahead of me, but knowing I'm finally getting closer to this step makes me incredibly happy ! 💗

This is my first time really wearing a wig out in public and I love it. I feel so pretty.

I started to like pink… and then I got this sweater (jacket?)… I told my daughter I like pink these days… and she hated pink to be the a girl color… and she said, “papa, you are beautiful in any color. And you don’t have to wear pink to be pretty!”

Y'all I'm 2 and a half months on hormones... I gotta bHooty with an H already....! Lawdddd how fine am I gonna be when I actually have years of hrt under my belt...☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ Y'a think I pass enough to do the reverse pic trend? Or is that what I'm doing right now hmm? 🤣🤣🤣🥰🥰🥰-Espie