I was wondering if this had anything to do with a soul tie, this doesn’t feel natural and is NOT within my state of free will and I have now come to that conscious realisation.

I rlly would like a spiritual input, is this a sign of a soul tie or could I be target to something sinister, like a dangerous energy/entity who is draining my energy ?

Was with this guy for not even 2 months from
dec 2025- feb 2026. He asked me to be his girl,
and then he left me. Neither of us r religious at all, he was also very spiritual himself and we were got close.

But I have been dangerously in love and obsessed with him ever since, it is now October 2026 and I still feel the EXACT same way, and we have been in ZERO contact. We bumped into each other once briefly not too long after we broke up at the same acting job. It was a crazy coincidence, but I haven’t seen him since.

I do NOT even want this guy at all, I am not in love with him am nor am I attached. But I cannot physically exist without thinking of him every second of the day, Every time I leave the house, he is on my mind. I spent months of discomfort, alone trying to navigate this but it’s driving me insane, bc I feel like I’m not the one who is willingly thinking this much about him??? Tried to go on dates with other men and I physically cannot can’t talk to other people without him taking up my entire mind, when I don’t even want him to, AT ALL.

I can feel his presence in my literal gut, my heart legit drops when I am walking in the city randomly bc I can sometimes feel his presence. I dream of him almost every single night and it’s the same damn dream of him bumping into me. Nightmares too, not sure if they correlate but its the same demonic entity who is a tall woman with long dark hair laughing at me and trying to hurt me in some kind of different way, and this has become a consistent pattern, waking up feeling a weird sense of emptiness and my energy drained.

I haven’t reached out to him in a long time, hoping that this weird constant feeling would just go away and it’s going to be November soon. I feel doomed. It wasn’t even a traumatic relationship I legit rlly wanted it to be him, but this cannot be normal for legit a 1 month relationship. I have been in many relationships before in my life even very long ones too and I eventually moved on after a couple months.

It’s currently 3am, it’s been more distressing for me every night, geniuely losing my mind, and I don’t know what would happen if I reached out but this ONE month relationship is taking up so much of my time, energy and day. People say just move on!! Trust me I’m not reaching out or anything at all, it makes absolutely no difference at all. I accepted the breakup as it was over but how I felt for him didn’t change.

Very important context
Once we had a deep chat and he opened up to me briefly that he can feel an entity inside of him, one that felt evil, and how he was capable of making anybody in love him and I didn’t initially believe him. He used to say lowk weird things in sex like telling me to repeat after him while looking into his eyes that he owns my soul. He widened his eyes whilst telling me to repeat it. I felt an off feeling of emptiness that I cannot describe as if a part of me was gone but not in a traumatised way. I felt obsessed ever since and I didn’t even want him AT ALL before that? I didn’t want him bc of that, but I noticed when this feeling started, but i didn’t realise at the time. He did that before he asked me to be his girlfriend. And no I don’t do fwb situations anymore, I am very celibate. He’s also said strange things like his energy was a woman? He was a very masculine identifying man tho, not trans at all.

Hello everyone, I really really need advice on this situation and hope someone can help me. I 21F have Known this guy 21M for about 3 years now. We were dating for 6 months before we decided to end it and remain cool with each due to us both handling life responsibilities and school . While we were dating I did sense that there was some jealousy from him. The job I had at the time didn’t require me to do much and most of the time I was just chilling and talking on the phone with him. His job was more demanding and required him to be there very early in the morning everyday, he worked at a warehouse. I only worked on the weekends since I was in school at the time. He was also in the process of becoming a real estate agent and he used to always complain about how I did nothing at my job and that I have it easy and I’m spoiled and I don’t know what real hard-work is. I used to be confused when he would tell me this because we both are young trying to figure out life but I never really put much thought into it. Now since we don’t really talk that often anymore we still have each other on social media. We would watch each other stories on instagram and that’s about it. He would reach out to me every 7-8 months to see how I’m doing and all but it kinda felt like he was trying to get an update on my life. He would ask me if i landed a job after graduating (which i did) and if I have a new car and basically try to guess my finances. I found it weird since he really doesn’t ask how I am doing personally. He’s still at the same warehouse which isn’t a bad thing but it feels like he’s trying to see if I’m doing better than him. Idk how to feel about this but could he be a monitoring spirit and should I cut him off permanently?

TW: child abuse

I can't believe I'm writing this. But long ago I decided to see how deep the rabbit hole is - and so, here I am.

I've been hurting for a very long time, and I've been trying to make sense of it for almost as long. Drove me to some really dark places.

Well, I never found something - a cause - that seemed proportionate to the hurt. With all probability there is no such thing - just a bunch of smaller causes.

But there is one thing that kind of haunts me. When I was a child, my sister was abused. I might have been there (we were always together). The abuser was a member of my family. I have no memory whatsoever of being abused myself - and I find it unlikely. But I have a hunch that I might have witnessed the abuse.

My sister never showed any sign of mental illness. She's a happy, lively, woman. I - on the other side - have been dealing with mental health issues since I was 15. I'm 37 now.

Over time, some very bizarre idea started to form inside of me. My dad told me that, on one occasion, he took away his girlfriend's physical pain by his intense wish to make her feel better, he kind of imposed his hands on her. He doesn't know how he did it, but it worked. He told me that, the next morning, he was experiencing the same pain she had reported.

It sounds crazy but sometimes I think I might have done the same with my sister. I was very sensitive to the pain of others as a child, especially relatives. So, in my mind, it sounds like something I could have done.

I know it's probably just some kind of fantasy. And I know there is no way I can ever be convinced - no amount of evidence would help. At the same time, some part of me thinks this all sounds True.

I have to get it out of myself, so here it is. I'd appreciate some advice.

During an astral projection through a hypnosis, I went to the keeper of book records and apparantly he was corrupted. My spirit guide was pushing him away from me and maintaining the distance between us. Need insights on this? What exactly was this??

I want to buy a device frequency therapy/ bioresonance, found few on the market and wanted to ask community if anyone has ever tried something like that, and Cons / Pros of those devices. Thank you

I recently discovered I can see people’s aura, and the energy they emit from it. I can see someone try to enter or break my energy field. (I’m an empath and have been drained in friendships not realizing this could be the cause) This recently started happening a month ago. I’m trying to figure out how to harness it. I see people’s aura visually. Some are beautiful- almost majestic.
It’s weird because I’m getting back into socializing after 3 years of independence. It’s helped me figure people out and the type of people I need in my life to function as me.
I hung out with a girl (I’ve hung out, talked to, and acquainted myself with many girls so it’s not something new. I don’t sleep around and physically cannot- it drains me knowing I’m not dating them so “hookup” culture has never been me) And like we did our “studying” together. I sense she sees the same things I do. I’m a very closed off person but very extroverted- people don’t know my life or what I do, but many people know me.
Hanging out with her I watched her energy field absorb into mine. I let someone into my world. And she never responded to texts after the hangout. I felt a huge shock in that moment- as this happened I watched her eyes get wide too. It felt beautiful though. Like I could let a tear out. But I don’t let people into my world, and I don’t let them in subconsciously like that either. But she’s invited into my world from the energy and aura she showed to me. This has never happened to me and there’s a strong sense of need for her now.
I’m looking for perspective on this it could be anything

I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP. I know what I experienced.
I’ve had plenty of fights throughout my life, whether with friends or my parents, and that’s completely normal. But everything changed when I started experimenting with weird magic shit.
At first, I thought it was all a joke. When I got into a fight with my boyfriend, I looked up some revenge spells on YouTube and tried one. Two weeks later, he broke his arm.
Something similar happened with a friend after he started spreading rumours about me. I listened to a few revenge subliminals at night, and about a month later, he broke both his legs on a skiing trip.
Then, two weeks ago, I had a fight with another friend. I don’t want to get into the details, but she basically betrayed me and completely destroyed my trust. I was so angry that I performed the revenge spells on her, and today, she broke her arm because she fell of a horse…
What the fuck is happening?