Sorry it’s long, I just need to get this off my chest.
I’ve been in Switzerland for about 3 years. Life kind of threw me here. I had around 2 years of IT experience back home. When I got here I quickly realized nothing happens without German, so I sat down and got my C1. I applied everywhere, not just IT. McDonald’s, Aushilfe jobs, you name it. All rejections.
Then I thought ok, let me do a Lehre so I at least have something recognized here. Probably because I’m over 30, I didn’t even get invited to a single interview.
So I applied to a FH and got in. Been studying Informatik for over a year now and it’s honestly going fine, but the theory is killing me and I have no idea if I’ll even find a job when I’m done. While studying I applied for hourly jobs too. Once I was literally the only candidate, the interview went well, still got rejected.
Then I had an idea. I have a cyber security background, did CTFs and some bug bounty. Maybe if I actually prove what I can do, a door opens. So I started looking at Swiss companies with bug bounty programs. Found a 10/10 critical vuln at a public institution everyone here knows. Reported it through their program, informed the right people and applied to a job in my field there. Rejected without even an interview.
Same thing happened with 4 more companies. Rejection, then a thank you email. One guy I reported a finding to actually wrote “people who look at things the way you do are rare these days”. I swallowed my pride and replied “I already applied to your open position, happy to meet if you invite me”. Silence.
Most recently I found a shortened Lehre posting in exactly the field I want to learn. Didn’t have much hope but applied anyway, got a rejection mail a few days later. 10 days after that they called me: “sorry, that rejection was sent by mistake, want to come for an interview?” Went in, it went great, we laughed, they showed me the program. I really thought this is it.
Absage.
I asked why. They said the program is intense and my German is not good enough. I’m studying Informatik 100% in German at a FH and I’m almost halfway through. The Lehre was in Informatik too. I honestly can’t wrap my head around it.
This is the third time in my life I had to rebuild everything from zero, and this time I’m stuck at the same point for years. Nothing was as hard as finding a place in this country. Not status, just a place in society.
Anyone else been through something like this? How did you get out of it?
EDIT: wow didnt expect this many replies. thanks everyone, even the harsh ones. Im reading everything but cant answer all of them. your support really took some of the sting out of this last absage. gonna keep trying