Hi! Posting here because it's something that intrigues me and a bit ashamed of sharing it in my circles
I am male, had 26 years at the time.
2021, pandemic going on, everyone hiding at home, had a breakup of a long relationship (7 years) 6 months before and was horny and hungry for sex asf. I was really rusty in flerting abilities, my appeareance was lacking, low on money and with the pandemic had to rely on dating apps and old affairs, my attitude was good for nothing at that moment. None was working.
My routing was work and studing from home and playing video games, I went back to MMORPGs because it was fun, kind of a time sink and provided me some contact with other people.
In a common day after a few hours playing with friend I went to sleep.
At some moment in that night I woke up, opened my eyes and saw my room iluminated by the big city lights coming thru the window above my bed, I couldn't move and was EXTREMELY EXCITED, it even hurts and couldn't move my body. Ok, sleep paralysis (a bit weird, most time I can't open my eyes), not my first rodeo, started to try to break it by trying to move my fingers, toes, tongue and making noises with my inner throat.
But this time something started going on, I felt a chill going up my spine, the air gets COLD, the light that entered thru the windows diminishes, now it's darker. Felt a big weight over my groin/genitalia, I was aware of those kind of things and the very thing that went in my horny mind was "nice, im going to fuck something".
Thru that little light that was left I saw a dark mass taking form over me, coming in my direction, narrow shoulders, neck, head with straight and shoulder lenght hair, the weight is now heaviar and starts to spreads, still coming in my direction and covers my face, now I can't see anything, only darkeness and some light thru that thing hair strings, the weight reaches my neck and I start to suffocate.
I try to fight but still can't move, now is even colder, in my mind I could only thought about "waking up", not a single inch of my limbs was moving, only my mind and eyes seemed to work. Now I close my eyes and ask that thing to leave, several times, I'm running out of air, eyes are getting heavy, ears are now buzzing. Asking nicely won't work.
I started to try to demand it to leave in my thoughts and that had no force there but I was never able to complete the thought, it's always interrupted. I try over and over, each time I try to it in a more strong manner and with vehemence as if I was shouting it in my mind. The weight is heavier and heavier, now with my last breaths I finally manage to complete the sentence: YOU'RE WEAK, YOU HAVE NO FORCE HERE.
Suddenly I'm kicking and punching in my bed, I'm awake, there is nothing in my room, bed sheets are at my feet. None of the damn 3 cats are there.
I get up, go to my mom bedroom, she is asleep unbothered, went to the bathroom, use it with extremely difficulty since I still had a boner, drink some water, smoke a cigarrete thinking on wtf has just happened, grab one of the cats and go back to sleep.
The night is over, nothing like that ever happened to me again
Cut to a few years later, I was struggling a bit with mental health, self steem, money, etc and started attending to Macumba, be it Umbanda, Candomblé and Quimbanda (I'm from Brazil, summary, religion/sect with african roots mixed with catholical stuff, relying heavily on offering and contact with spirits of the dead, those spirits have several ranks) always being kind of skeptic with all due respect.
That ex gf is aware of my situation, reaches me and invites me to a session/consultation with her people, she was starting this jouney before we break up. And I went there.
During this consultation, I briefly mentioned the experience and the medium (we call it a horse), while incorporated with a Exu Caveira (Spirit of a long deceased catholical church priest, one of his latest incarnations), said that someone tried to do something against me, probably some kind of sorcery to have me in love but my saint (here Exu calls it a Demon) was stronger, if that sorcery worked I would probably be at that person feet. I asked him for general protection and health for my family, paid my respects and offerings and left a bit after speaking to the people there.
When leaving I rememebered something, this ex gf didn't took our breakup nicely, she insisted several times in that 6 months time frame, she even called me fully drunk some nights and went to my home once (also drunk) tring to tie our relationship again, as I said, she was already into this kind of religion.
Now, this was a dream/nightmare? Someone tried something against me? Coincidence? Just attracted some spirt due to my horniness?
All other experiences (very few) that I had were much more "light" and none of them attempted against me
Would like to know what you think about it, similar experiences etc
If you have any doubt about macumba, let me know, I'll try to make it clearer for you
Thank you for reading! <3