Hey yall,
Dealing with something that's new to me, Ive run many cycles before and had no problem just stopping at the end and not dealing with many after effects since I'm on TRT through my doctor. Usually I'll feel a little fatigue and lethargy and a little weakness but it subsides within a week or so. So this is kind of tripping me out.
I finished my cycle of Super about 4 days ago. I was taking 20mg a day, 10 in the morning pre-workout and 10 in the evening, to keep blood levels more steady. Full cycle only lasted 3 weeks. It ended with a bit of heightened anxiety but nothing too crazy. On top of that I use 200mg test cyp a week, ive gone up to 300 and 400 before but 200 to 250 seems to be where I feel best.
However, since stopping, each night I've been waking up throughout the night to panic attacks. I can hardly sleep at all as well. On top of that I've had absolutely CRUSHING depression and INSANE day-time Anxiety creep up over the past 3 days coupled with an exhaustion and fatigue that I have never felt before, I can hardly drag myself around all I want to do is sleep. Man I just feel like death allday.
I got my post cycle tests done 2 days ago and my e2 was high (76), so I took .25 ari like I do when that happens. But nothings helped whatsoever. I even did one of my (twice weekly) 100mg test cyp pins today early and it did nothing for me, I've only gotten worse through the day, I had to leave work early, i just couldnt stay on my feet any longer.
Needless to say, I'm going to take a long break from PEDs after this (besides test, always been a good reliable one for me that generally makes me feel better on a daily basis), if I ever even do go back (dont think ive ever felt this low before), but does anyone have any recs on getting past this? More bloodwork? More frequent or higher test for the time being? Anyone experienced this before? I have no idea why Its never happened with any cycle before but is now.