I'm 27 and live in Finland. I've worked in construction for the past few years and I'm now applying to study either nursing or mechanical engineering, starting next year. Nursing keeps pulling me in, but I'm unsure because of my social anxiety.
A bit about how my anxiety works:
One-on-one conversations are mostly fine. I can talk to people and I'm genuinely interested in them.
What gets me is being watched by a group, like presenting or being the centre of attention.
I've worked on it actively for years with exposure, and it's improved, but it's still there.
I also worked as a coaching assistant for a youth football club, which I liked, so helping people isn't new to me.
My questions:
How much does social anxiety actually get in the way day to day in nursing? Is it mostly one-on-one patient contact, or a lot of group situations?
Are there specialties or settings that suit quieter people better? Night shifts, the operating room, ICU, something else?
If you have social anxiety yourself, did nursing make it better (constant exposure) or worse?
Any male nurses here? What's that side of it like?
Honest answers welcome, including "this would be hard for you." Thanks!