HIII! Okay so i know my mbti AND enneagram and id like to know if yall can guess it

18yo female, on the spectrum (!!)
Im a pretty well rounded person, if i had to use 3 words to describe myself it would be hot, hypocritical, and chill

Im rigid, and at the same time super messy, im a straight A student and a perfectionist, but a WILD party animal with little to no self control. I love all extremes and id never be in the middle about anything.
I LOVEEEEE meeting new people and talking to everyone, but also need my alone time. Im a very “go with the flow” person, but i love planning, i just never follow through! I organize everything my the millimetre in my home, colour code my calendars, room is always tidy. But i could never follow a schedule! Im chronically late, and also love to fill my calendar and be busy.

I dont follow rules unless i personally agree with them, and im super curious about how everything works and how to optimise everything
In life i value experiencing stuff the most, and maybe having people see me as the best and coolest and most interesting

Im creative, i do theatre and have always been the “main character” type of person. Im super jealous and i think i perform confidence. Deep down im super shameful and insecure, but id never let people know that, they know me as the life of the party

Im a performer and love being on stage so much, i love showing off and entertaining everyone with my stories.
On the other hand i can be super deep, philosophical, and withdrawn. Its either that or ignoring all my struggles with my hedonistic tendencies…

I think im better than most people, or atleast like to pretend i am! I dont care for harmony, and state my opinion as it is. I love being weird but in a cool way!

My biggest fear is being average, id rather not try than get a mediocre result. I have a huge personality and love showing it, but i have to polish it first to be admired. I need to be the best and the most unique, and i can NOT stand when people are better than me at anything, or being more cool and interesting.

In stress i tend to overcompensate or completely stop doing anything, i overwork myself or dont work at all. And mostly compare myself to people who are better and beat myself up over it
Everything i do is for external validation, i believe i have no value if not deemed valuable or atleast interesting by others.
I believe im fundamentally flawed, odd, and wrong, i “embrace it” but in a way where i perform it instead of actually being it

I prioritise attention and validation mostly from the opposite gender, even though i also like women.
I was raised in a household with an overprotective mom and an absent father for context

I have an insatiable desire for knowledge and to know EVERYTHING, but most of all EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING
Idk how i could survive with the fact we only get one life, thats NOT enough to feel everything

I most desire to be accepted the way i am, and cover it up with the desire to be the best and biggest personality

Hello! Link to test for those interested to try it: https://openpsychometrics.org/tests/characters/

Additional notes about me: I consider myself calm, steadfast, inquisitive..I like ideas. I value the pursuit of objective truth, and think things must be tested. An Open person? Yes, my firmly held convictions are not easily changed, but I want them challenged. I am not a materialist: my cosmology is compatible and intertwined with the supernatural. The meaning of life is to know God, and to be known by Him. For the Son of Man came to seek and save those who are lost. I believe in the death & resurrection of Jesus (literal not just symbolic!). My big 5, if this does not give too much away…. Tests as RCOAI

Guess what mbti I am!
I love animals, I love indie music, I love daydreaming, I am a very chill person and try to be nice to others but when people try to do something that doesn’t agree with my moral standards I start to get frustrated. I’m a huge overthinker and wonder about what’s going to happen next and I’m also a very perceptive person. I’m would say that im empathetic and emotionally intelligent. I’m a very orderly person and im very organized I do things in lists and orders. I try to hide my feelings a lot of the time but I don’t usually succeed with hiding them.

To be honest, I'm a little confused about myself.

I'm an athlete (I practice judo, kickboxing, and indoor volleyball). My body is really important to me. I'm not very interested in abstract concepts, but I can appreciate literature and art. People often say I'm unemotional and "stoic" apparently just because I'm so practical, but because I enjoy literature, I sometimes seem like an overly sensitive person (or too polite 😐) to others. I don't know what my type is, and I'm not sure where to start to understand myself.

(Here are some memes I love so you type me better idk if they help whatever)

I'm indeed a very unique person 🫩 I swear im the kind of person that most people would beat the shii out of because I am super annoying. I tend to hang on things way too long, insist on them and make a big deal out of nothing. I tend to mock people for no reason and still wonder "Why the helly i haven't already made friends in high-school???". I like things done MY way and I've lost all my so-called buddies (That's rough buddy💔) because of that. I really want to change myself so I can fit in, but at the same time I don't want to because I think that I should be accepted however I am. Even if I do, if the people that used to hate me will come just for this, OFC ILL REJECT them because they won't deserve that better version of me. I want to be organised and I am but I still struggle a bit with procrastination. I am suuuuuuuuper competitive and I always want to be the first (OMG I SWEEEEAR IM SUCH A TRYHARD THAT I CRIED THAT I CAME SECOND AT THE END OF 8TH GRADE). It doesn't mean that if someone that i care about is better than me I'll be mad. Not at all, id actually be so proud they are my friend and praise them for their great work.

YEA YEA ENOUGH YAPPING ABOUT MY AHH PERSONALITY.

Let's see my interests. I absolutely love reading. It's to the point when I managed to read 5 books that are 300+ pages in a week just for a festival. I like history fiction books and OH GOD how much I LOVE Faizah Muhammad's "The Art of Making a Forgotten Cup of Tea" (YES THE HYPE IS REAL‼️). I am also in lots of fandoms but my main ones (the ones im obsessed with) last me around 2-4 years. My current favorite fandoms (which is weird because I usually have only one i obsess over) are Avatar The Last Airbender (my ahh is 20 years late 😭😭😭) and Alien Stage (yes, nerf me with "larper" 😞). I also like listening to music. Honestly, I don't have a favorite singer/ band or genre as I enjoy whatever pleases my senses. I also have weird and very specific preferences in food. For example the only cola I'd drink from someone is Pepsi, zero sugar, vanilla ice-cream flavour. Or the only way I enjoy eating cream cheese it's on a 20 cm whole flour tortilla with a thick layer of (specifically) Almette cream cheese and a thin layer of pesto and with some tomatoes. I am more comfortable wearing on-ear headphones as they don't hurt my earlobes, but I don't mind earbuds. I specifically wear Nivea deodorant as it doesn't make my skin itch after application. I am super obsessed with washing myself and clean my hair ut to 4 times a week. I'm considering cutting it short (I really want a mullet gng) so it's easier for me to maintain it as currently i have just a bit longer than shoulder length hair and it's very thick. But I am a bit nervous about styling it because I used to have a pixie cut 2 years ago and it took a while to grow back. I love turtleneck tops because they make me feel elegant and confident and wide leg pants in general because I want to conceal my thick thighs. I absolutely dislike mathematics as some stuff doesn't make sense to me, but I know I gotta learn it. What is weird? The fact that im good in physics and chemistry (even though I despise them) considering the fact that im PARRALELLLLLLLL with maths. I love grammar in general idk why. I just love the structure in it and I like to struggle a bit idk. I am a loyal and devoted person that cant move on from unrequited love. No matter what you do to me, if you apologize sincerely to me, I will forgive you because I know how's to be rejected and left out just because you did some stupid mistake. I am emotionally cold (as described by my family) and come off as apathetic, but i care deeply about those around me and I SWEAR that if you EVER get in trouble as my family/friend I will drag you out of that with my bare hands. Unfortunately I just want someone to do the same for me. I treat people how they treat me so you know you treat me good when I respect you.

YEA YEA ENOUGH YAPPING

Pls type me 🙏🥹

Greetings and salute of the ations. I lowkey highkey dont know what to say lmao. I like creative stuff like acting, drawing, writing, poetry, music and whatnot. I also enjoy the sciences, particularly chemistry, and am actually pursuing a career in the engineering field. Systems in general and trying to break them down and understand them in my own way greatly stimulates my mind. I love a good comedy show, and love reading meaningful literature, and uh, yeah thats me!

I constantly see videos, memes and the like about the unusual relationship between ENTP and INFP. And I became interested to see what kind of people they are in communication, because I have never met such a type in my life.

Who is interested or who may have searched for ENTP, you can write, I would be glad to communicate. Maybe we will be friends and there will be good communication))

Other types can also write)

I will probably tell you about myself personally.

So my first guess is that is Ne because if I'm listening to Let's say "The Box - Roddie rich" I'll pick up a sound that happens at the very beginning and notice only that same element is exactly used in the song "sexy magic - Justin Timber lake"... Like it has happened all the time I struggle to describe the music in terms of actual concrete things like guitar chords etc I'll just say those guitar chords remind me of the Alice in chains album "dirt".