I'm 15mtf and trying to make friends that are also on hrt,,

I like games and transformers and Legos and some other stuff listing interests is hard,,

Uhhh bleh

hiiii! my names olli, im 15, american (against my will), and im a trans girl!! :3

i dont really have many other queer people like me to talk to, or people in general honestly, soooooo yeah

ok now i will proceed to list my various interests:
im SUPER OBSESSED with godzilla right now (watched all the movies and read a lot of the lore), i also really like undertale/deltarune, i play roblox a bit (specifically games like dandys world), minecraft is fun every now and then, i listen to rock music and vgm (favorite band rn is thrice, its so good), i draw a little, and thats about it!

feel free to speak to me if these words have reached ur eyes :>

So, um… the day before yesterday I accidentally grabbed his jacket instead of my step brother's to bring inside, so he didn't get his light jacket that night while out trucking and I had rained. As a result, I got grounded. "Oh well," I figured. "At most it'll last a day because it's a small mistake." The mix up was because both had a similar texture and my stepdad's is black while my step brother's is dark grey.

Turns out that wasn't the issue. Apparently I'm "not observant" enough because I always "move too fast." Which could be undiagnosed ADD, or the fact focusing on anything helps me focus less on my gender dysphoria. Or a combination there, I really don't know.

Somehow that conversation went into my trans-ness. And he was talking about "you were born with a boy's parts, you're a boy," "your mom coddled (I think that's the term?) you do much you think you're a girl," and so on. And I started crying. I said I needed to walk away, nothing. My mom saw it all and did nothing. Then he went on to "once you leave you can do whatever you want, but as long as you're under my roof, you don't get HRT and you will present as what you are, a guy," and so on until he left, but he couldn't leave without saying anything that's not man/women is mental illness.

And now I just wanna leave. But I can't legally without being 16 or possibly ruining my schooling. But… I just don't wanna be at this house anymore. Obviously I'm not so desperate as to isakai myself, I have to at least live as myself with my lovely girlfriend and enjoy life despite all this before I'll let myself die willingly, bare minimum, but I still just wish I could run away. Leave "his roof" and maybe stay with a friend, I don't know.

Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading and have a damn good day. I hope it's better than mine, and I hope both our tomorrows are better than today as well. Love you all!

My parents are super conservative catholics who has some profound xenophobia. I don't think they can wrap their head around my coming out. I just can't hide it anymore. What should i do if they ever kick me out of the house. Should i beg and just make them think i changed for them until i can be independent on my own? Or should i go find a work someplqce else. I need help...

This is more so a question for the older teens in the community but advice from anyone would be great.

Literally everyone In my personal life is an ally. (My parents, friends, siblings, teachers, etc)

I’m still for some reason terrified of coming out and I feel like it’s holding me back from living my life to the fullest.

It feels stupid to not have already came out because I know so many other trans people who want to come out but can’t, and I have the luxury of being able to but I’m still cowering.

Please I want to hear how coming out to your community went, what you would do differently, how you came out, literally anything

Hi, everyone. I’m a 15-year-old trans minor. I came out as transgender six months ago, and I’m battling intense dysphoria because my body has a masculine structure. How do I go about getting hormones if I live in Indiana, where there are no facilities, especially with Donald Trump in office making it impossible for minors to get hormones?