r/tinnitus • u/RelevantEducator1793 • 20h ago
advice • support There is nothing worse in this life than tinnitus that doesn't kill you but makes you feel dead.
Long story short. My tinnitus became higher pitched 13 years ago.
8 years ago I developed my first new sound during an extremely stressful period of my life.
4 years ago I developed a second sound that goes like “wee woo wee woo.”
2 years ago this sound became reactive. I could hear it outside and any kind of white or grey noise would make it louder.
1 year ago my first sound became louder.
All of these sounds were in my right ear. Sometimes I thought that at least I was lucky to have my left ear completely silent. I couldn't even enjoy that thought for long.
Two days ago I developed a third sound in my left ear. It is another “wee woo wee woo” sound.
All these years I have visited ENT consultant and doctors multiple times. I have even tried chiropractic in case my neck was contributing to the tinnitus. Despite all of this I am constantly losing ground and that there is always something new every year waiting to make my life even more miserable.
I feel like life is pushing me toward something really bad. Things are getting progressively worse and I don't know what to expect next. I can't understand why this keeps happening to me or why there always seems to be something new. I honestly feel like life is trying to break me and I don't know how much more I can take.