I’ll start off by saying I’m pissed off at myself that I’m even in this situation and the emotion is definitely clouding my best judgement, so looking for others who have been in my shoes
I started an AE role at a series A startup 7 months ago. I’ve been trying to stick it out and stay positive, but it’s obvious at this point I need to leave. I could write a novel about the reasons why. but, that’s not actually important. the summary of it is, Ive realized I was lied to about several aspects of the company/role during the interview process, my CRO was fired 1 month into my tenure and never replaced (so I report directly to founder), the company is extremely mismanaged by the founders and we have missed our goals consistently this year.
this is not my first start up, so yes - I understand they are usually chaotic, but this one takes the cake and is far worse than my previous experiences. it’s uniquely bad.
what I am struggling with it this: the whole reason I even agreed to take this role was, the previous industry I was in was really struggling economically, and that hasn’t changed. I was in my previous AE position for almost 5 years. I left on my own, but layoffs were abound.
going to this start up allowed me to bounce into an industry I had no experience in, that is doing well on the macroeconomic scale currently. getting this job with no industry experience was extremely hard, so I originally promised myself I’d stick it out the minimum of a year, to be able to use this experience to level up my career and stay in this industry.
for that reason, I’m not sure if I want to leave it off my resume completely. I have done a lot and learned a lot during my short time. but, I also see how a short tenure looks sketchy. this would be the shortest tenure on my resume, I’ve never stayed somewhere less than 1.5 years.
do I keep it on, or leave it off? if I do keep it on, how do I explain it, how detailed to get? how do I professionally say “this isn’t like me and I tried my best, but the circumstances were impossible to succeed in”? I feel like no matter how I phrase it, it reflects poorly. doesn’t help that I’ve been on the other side of hiring conversations where short tenures were scrutinized behind closed doors.
If I leave it off, how do I explain a 7-8 month “gap”? what about when they do my background check and see I’ve been working somewhere that I failed to mention on my resume, is that not a bigger red flag?
sorry, just never been in this position before and kicking myself over it lol.