Honestly sometimes you even ok money and some friends and your life is still a complete mess and you watch yourself do nothing. I’ve been in a depressed hole most of my life and been struggle to keep off the bottom of the ocean. Some years it’s ok, others I barely scrape by. Last year and 1/2 ive been unemployed and just burned out and in a mid life crisis. Been lucky enough money wise Im not broke. Have a good friend or two. So I have nothing to really complain about. “1st world problems”. But honestly struggle not to be depressed as hell and I just watch myself rot. I do try to be kind with myself, try to do what I can not make it worse. But it’s a life long struggle. Been on medications and therapy for years too.
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u/eulersidentity1 1d ago edited 1d ago
Honestly sometimes you even ok money and some friends and your life is still a complete mess and you watch yourself do nothing. I’ve been in a depressed hole most of my life and been struggle to keep off the bottom of the ocean. Some years it’s ok, others I barely scrape by. Last year and 1/2 ive been unemployed and just burned out and in a mid life crisis. Been lucky enough money wise Im not broke. Have a good friend or two. So I have nothing to really complain about. “1st world problems”. But honestly struggle not to be depressed as hell and I just watch myself rot. I do try to be kind with myself, try to do what I can not make it worse. But it’s a life long struggle. Been on medications and therapy for years too.