r/erowid • u/XxACID_SKYxX • 7d ago
Rectal administration of Ativan tablets
I powderized a 1 milligram tablet of ativan and poured over it with just enough water to make the particals that remained very spread out when shaken.
I then used a dropper to insert and dispense the solution while laying on my back and legs almost over my head, ps everything was obviously very uncomfortable however experimenting with routes of administration other than the typical I seem to find a fascination for. I refuse to ever shoot up at all as I hate the idea. And I refuse to smoke, any compounds that produce severely dangerous effects on the lungs when inhaled.
It is t+ 15 and I am definitely starting to notice some mildly concerning but most interesting effects, one of which is below each letter of my phone seem to be shadows alternating back and fourth as if the sun is spinning above them violently. A very strange visual hallucination, given that the drug I administered is primarily used to "kill" trips and visual hallucinations. My only thought process at this time, is that it may be caused by the ever increasing dissociation. Any idea on this? Thanks.