r/depression • u/flour1ee • 18h ago

Talk here a bit

Ever since i feel like ive been in a neverending ditch of hell i cant begin to think what other people go through

I cant imagine why and how depression can feel for others or how different if you dont mind can everyone open up here and there about how everything feels for you? If you're doing okay now

Hearing people go through depression for over 15+ years is scary I am so sorry everyone

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u/polishedbrightness68 17h ago

it's weird, mine feels less like a ditch and more like everything's coated in static. like i'm watching my life through a dirty window and all the colors are wrong. not necessarily sad all the time, just... muted. like someone turned the volume down on everything that used to matter.

when i'm doing better, it's not that the static goes away completely, it just gets thinner. easier to see through.

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u/fridgeofempty 17h ago

I feel like shit basically. Depression and anxiety. Great times.

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u/Think_Ad8333 15h ago

i really cant put it to words but i feel numb, getting nihilist ideas, not functioning properly idk