r/angry • u/Visible_Fun5867 • 23d ago

Wanting to hit

I’m a 36F, business owner… recently dx’d with OCD after being treated for bipolar my whole life… and Im just so angry all the freaking time.. I feel like if I had children I would smack them in anger or something… I have two dogs and have urges to hit them too but I don’t bc that’s awful... I used to self harm, used to hit myself, always screaming when I was young (grew up in volatile households).. and still I just can’t shake this anger. When k was on my bipolar meds it was so much better! But no I’m off of them and just a raging beeyotch. Is this normal? Not sure but I feel like something is very amiss

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u/puffnstuffwashere 21d ago

Since the bipolar meds worked, is there any way to get back on them? Also, you just described me. Being angry all the time is exhausting. I've been asking to be put on meds so I don't unintentionally do irreversible damage to myself.

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u/Visible_Fun5867 17d ago

I think that’s gotta be the answer. I didn’t used to be this angry all the time lol