im really happy and proud of myself but I don't really have friends that would congratulate me on this achievement, so i wanted to share here :3

it's been a really rough and hard time after so many years using it to harm myself, I'm happy.

it feels like every day it gets easier to not relapse when i feel particularly depressed and self-hatred about my asexuality strikes, my therapist really had the right idea when told me to fully take that stuff out of my life.

Before it was changed to the bullshit "little to no sexual attraction" definition that we have now.

Went on a date with an asexual girl. It was great, she seemed lovely. Then she dropped the bombshell: "I'm definitely addicted to sex, I just love it too much." She told me how she wanted to have sex with me too. I'm like girlll I told u I don't want sex ever. She kept insinuating. Feel like I should've left earlier. Just wtf.