I have some pet peeves at work. I really hate working on certain assignments.
I wasn't that reluctant at the very beginning, though. I would just try to understand what was expected and try to implement it. Put that way, it didn't sound complicated, right?
But the software I have to use isn't user-friendly enough for me. I feel like I can't do everything I want to do. But I've tried. I've tried many times! Each time, I ended up getting stuck in a situation where, if I touched anything, nothing else would work anymore.
Now the whole thing is a mess, and I'm afraid to change anything. I'm not able to understand the basics of the tool anymore. There's something I can't process. My brain is rejecting it. I'm almost traumatised: someone just has to mention that topic, and I can feel my brain switch into a blocked mode.
But I have to get back to this assigment. I've been asked to. I think I'm going to spend hours just staring at "the thing" on my screen with a frightened look on my face. Frozen.