I’ve been on this sub for a few weeks now, and I just wanted to say how much I appreciate this community. Everyone is so supportive, and it makes me feel so much less alone in how I feel about my tattoo. I haven’t started my removal journey yet, but seeing everyone’s progress has given me sooo much hope!
I just wish I’d found this sub before getting my cover-up.
I originally went to a tattoo studio for a cover-up consultation, and they suggested this massive blast-over that wasn’t me AT ALL. They pressured me so much that I actually started crying.
I’d asked about laser removal to lighten my old tattoo, but they told me that laser doesn’t really work and was just a waste of money. So I thought it wasn’t even an option.
Now I know my old tattoo would’ve probably been relatively easy to remove since it was just black ink with lots of shading.
Instead, I ended up getting this huge-ass cover-up from another artist with around 40k Instagram followers whose work, including cover-ups, looked amazing.
What pisses me off the most is that he even blacked out areas where there was perfectly untouched skin. Some parts look so sloppy, and I’m honestly just so unhappy with the result.
The tattoo covers my entire lower arm, and honestly, I feel so ashamed of it. I’m usually a really confident person. I like my body, my hair, my skin, and who I am as a person, flaws and all. But this fucking tattoo makes me feel so insecure whenever I’m not wearing long sleeves.
It takes up so much space in my head throughout the day, and I hate how much time and energy I waste thinking about it. On top of that, I feel so ashamed of the decisions I made and all the money I’ve wasted. I just wish I could go back and do things differently.
I have so many close friends, and I’m really open with my boyfriend, but somehow I’ve never been able to talk about this with anyone. This is actually the first time I’ve ever shared how I truly feel about it.
Seeing all your removal journeys has made me realize that I’m not stuck with this forever. So thank you all for giving me hope and making me feel a little less alone. ❤️