Hello everyone, I’ve posted here before (though I did delete my post now), about how to help with my anxiety about my boyfriend being deployed this month and struggling to cope with a new life. I wanted to come back here and thank everyone for the advice I got in the comments! It was so helpful. Onto the interesting part;
Small update: he was cheating on me the whole time with 4 other girls that we know of.
Edit for clarification: I had no idea about them until Friday, I was unaware of this entirely. I had asked him many times (because I know the reputation) if he was talking to other girls and he said no. What could I do other than believe him? I had to have trust in him to make it work. I just wish I didn’t now.
I’m devastated and heartbroken, I gave him everything I had to offer and it still wasn’t enough. He was perfect for me and to me, which makes everything so much harder because I just can’t hate him. He wasn’t mean or rude or anything. I nearly hate him because he wasn’t hateful to me. I found out on Friday, it’s been 4 days and it feels like hell without him.
Thank you for the kind words and support on my last post, this subreddit is amazing and I’m glad I posted here the first time. You guys are awesome, keep it up 🩷🩷