After reading Gillian Andersons book „want“ I have realized that there is only one fantasy I feel ashamed for, in the spirit of that book I will share with my fellow alterhumans, in hopes, that others may not be ashamed of what they fantasize about. The alterhuman community in general has an issue with adult topics being seen as disgusting or ‚wrong‘ and therefore being pushed out of public view; I will no longer be ashamed of myself for having my fantasies and neither should you. Give this topic some space and unapologetically be yourself. If there is no room for you then make some, this is my attempt at that.
Disclaimer: I am not a zoo and I don’t support them, I don’t want to have s*x with animals as a human; This post is 18+; and for clarity, I am a therian but I am also an otherkin.
I want to have s*x as my otherkintype; I feel the need to not only have s*x in an animalistic way, but to be that animal and to have s*x with someone else from my species. It feels like human s*x just isn’t enough for me to actually feel fulfilled in my s*x-life, no matter how k!nky it gets, it is just not right. I feel feral; I am feral; I want my partner to just make me have them, for we need to assure the survival of our species; it is a mutual understanding of this needing to happen, it is rough, it hurts, and it feels good in the most disgusting way there is; but it is natural. But there is more to this than just same species, I seem to also have linked devouring prey to something deeply s*xual, it is the need to consume; I need to hunt my prey, dig my claws in, fixate it on the ground and crush it’s throat with my teeth to then feast upon it, to be able to survive. No kind of arousment compares to the kind I feel, when actively fantasizing about these things. I know they will not happen in this life, at least not with the true me, my body is too weak to properly hunt, the shape of it is too wrong to hurt anyone. They will just stay fantasies but I will still enjoy them; they are mine; they are me; and nobody can take that away.
I am feral and deep down you know you are too, feel free to share your feralness here.