Just a Thought

[u/That1blueflower]

/r/mentalhealth/comments/1x5hgxb/just_a_thought/

I feel as though that all my life with the memories I’ve held have always been the ones where I always been ugly not physically but emotionally. It feels sad to only be able to know how ugly, selfish and angry person I am. And the more I think about it, the more lonely it feels, even though there are people out that have also felt this, but for some reason it’s still lonely. maybe it’s because even though people know this lonely feeling, it maybe hits different because I’m feeling and experiencing it. It’s also the fact that you know u could have treated your friends, family, and acquaintances a little bit better. But it just wasn’t your day, and you let ur emotions get the better of you on a human level. It’s crazy how easily people’s minds forget all the good that they have done and only focus on how much they could have been better, or maybe that’s just me?😭
Sorry if my English was terrible, I wasn’t really thinking about it as much as I was thinking about getting everything out my mind.