Too much happening

[u/Business-truthseeker]

A lot is happening in my life and right now i really feel like throwing in the towel.

I work long hours in a job that helps pay the bills, that I had left in the past to pursue something better. That turned out to be hard and difficult but still did what I could. Then had to go LDR with the love of my life, after we planned our trips, our future named our daughter, to be given a formal neutral message on my birthday after 5 years together. Dealing with a depressed mother, siblings not interested, father dead. Bills piling up, projects on hold and now I come to find out my beloved dog has cancer and is in recovery with slim.chances of making it.

I have always been a good person, kind and caring and now I feel I am being torn apart from my very soul.

I just wanted to vent here...didnt know where else to go