I got called to the Ontario Bar in June 2025, and honestly, Iām at a point where I donāt know what to do anymore.
Iām an internationally trained lawyer with 4.5 years of litigation experience back home. Before doing the LPP, I actually secured an articling position at a well-known downtown Toronto firm. Four months in, they told me I needed more training and suggested I pursue the LPP instead. So I did.
I ended up doing my LPP placement with MAGās Civil Law Division, working in a niche area and regulatory law matters. I genuinely thought Iād made it. I got into the government hireback pool, had several interviews, but nothing turned into an offer. Thereās always someone more senior or an internal candidate who gets the job.
After the LPP, I worked as an associate for a solo practitioner in a niche area of law. I was billing around 140 hours a month with barely any mentorship. That job ended after I asked about a raise that had been promised in my offer letter.
And since then? Nothing.
Iāve applied to countless firms. Government at least interviews me. Private practice doesnāt even call. I recently applied to a well-known firm hiring junior lawyers, only to see them hire two fresh calls who had articled at Bay Street firms. Nothing against them, but it really made me wonder whether my experience means anything here.
Iāve networked like crazy. Coffee chats, LinkedIn messages, reaching out to partners, associates, recruiters. Iām an extrovert, I genuinely enjoy meeting people, but Iām exhausted. Every conversation ends with ākeep in touchā or āsomething will work out.ā But when?
Iām starting to wonder if being an ITL or doing the LPP is actually working against me. I see other ITLs who got their foot in the door through traditional articling and were hired back. Sometimes I wonder how different things wouldāve been if my articling had worked out.
Iām not even asking for a fancy job or a huge salary. Iām happy to start junior, learn, and work my way up. I just want a chance.
At this point, Iām seriously considering opening my own practice, not because Iām ready, but because I feel like I have no choice. My background is in litigation and regulatory law. I know nothing about family law, immigration or wills and estates. I have zero clients, no real mentorship, and the thought of going solo honestly terrifies me.
I feel like an imposter. I went from handling complex litigation back home to struggling to get an interview for a junior lawyer position here. Itās financially and mentally exhausting.
So I genuinely want to ask: Is there a stigma around LPP graduates or ITLs in Ontario? Am I missing something? Has anyone been in this position and actually managed to turn things around?
And for those whoāve gone solo with little Canadian experience, how did you even begin?
Please donāt tell me to just network more. I promise Iāve tried. I just want to practise law and build a career. I didnāt think it would be this hard.