Weird feeling

[u/Any_Score_4441]

Its so weird that after everything hes done to me I hated him for a while and now I miss him again I want to reply to the messages he sent which I didn’t reply to, hes been all over my mind for the past week although If hed kiss my feet for me to be with him I would say no, any explanation for why this is happening to me?!!

[u/Snoopy_89_]

Just a part of the grief cycle.

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Snoopy_89_]

Ugh, what if I truly loved him

[u/Snoopy_89_ → u/Any_Score_4441]

You learn to live with it. You can love someone and still not be right for each other. Some wounds take longer to heal. I know it feels cruel to live in a world where you love someone and aren’t together. Xx

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Snoopy_89_]

Thank you sm, youre so right

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Snoopy_89_]

He really hurt me last time so i ghosted him even after his apology

[u/Snoopy_89_ → u/Any_Score_4441]

You made the best decision for yourself don’t go back x

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Snoopy_89_]

I wont

[u/IslandofStars → u/Any_Score_4441]

Ask him to make a grand gesture to win you back ;)

[u/Snoopy_89_ → u/IslandofStars]

If he wanted to, he would x

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Snoopy_89_]

EXACTLY ONG

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/IslandofStars]

No tbh as I said he hurt me way too much I can’t disrespect myself and ask him for such thing, ik i miss him alot and hes in my dreams lately but I still dont want him back because ik I deserve better

[u/Muxxik]

Maybe, it is the part of the way to forgot him. After recent break up i sometimes felt similar. But day after day, week after week, it was been rare. And in the end thoughts like that don't cross my mind anymore. You need time just like most people do in such cases.

[u/Any_Score_4441 → u/Muxxik]

What really makes me question myself is that after he disrespected me and i left him on seen i was so disgusted of him then after weeks he sent a long apology and it didn’t effect me but now after 17 days of his apology im missing him 😓