r/Dreams • u/Confident-Isopod5056 • 3h ago
A little moment from my world đ€âš
Lately, Iâve been thinking about the little things that make life feel like a dream. âš
r/Dreams • u/Confident-Isopod5056 • 3h ago
Lately, Iâve been thinking about the little things that make life feel like a dream. âš
r/Dreams • u/LycheeSuitable5162 • 12h ago
Just like title says so as you can see in above picture there it is the succubus also offspring of Lilith Her name is Lilim btw i have been interested in lot of mythologies especially about serpents and dragons i have been always fascinated to learn about this mythological creatures and i guess lot of you guys are interested too so I'll share my experience regarding sleep paralysis....
In this particular experience it was kinda spicy i can say so as usual i was sleeping and suddenly i woke up since my throat was dry so i woke up to drink some water after drinking water i couldn't sleep. I stayed awake for a while until it was 2:45 am yet again this time i always seem to dragged into that world again but this time it was my house. I was sleeping while i covered myself in blanket it was winter btw so yeah to get warmth i covered myself with it so after trying to sleep again this time i definitely knew or maybe i should say i sensed it that im going to enter deep sleep as i entered it suddenly my chest felt heavy as if someone was sitting on my chest. So while i was still struggling to wake myself up than i suddenly heard an laugh an seductive one at that i could sense her and i even saw her shadow, she had long tongue just like Lilim but i couldn't see the face but yeah i saw its shadow after sometime she was looking right on my face she was laughing and suddenly i felt something watery and guess what she was drooling over my face at first i thought it might be something but i saw it she was drooling and laughing after that she started to touch my private part and was laughing seductive more loudly she even whispered something but i couldn't hear it and thats it, after sometime i got free and could move my body again but one thing is for sure. She was touching my private part intensely with her hands idk if it was night hag who did it or succubus but definitely this experience was unique AF thats it for this one (Oh btw she even had claws and even little wings on her back) what do y'all think about it? And have you experienced something like this?
r/Dreams • u/HalfwaydonewithEarth • 6h ago
I was doing something that would hurt my husbands feelings if he found out and my husband said he had a nightmare a lion was attacking us.
My uncle had a dream back in 2003 of red orange glow and two weeks later his home burned in the famous California wildfires.
Yesterday my husband said he had a dream a group of Armadillos or Possums were in our house. This correlated with some other things going on I haven't shared with him.
I wonder if some of your dreams are actually extentions of your loved ones and family members?
I would love to hear about it.
r/Dreams • u/Interesting-Zone4379 • 22h ago
I had a dream today that I was at my dads apartment (that iâve never seen before) and he was living in someoneâs weird attic and I was hearing female whimpers like the person he was living with were harming girls then a little bit later my dad introduces me to the person he is living with and I immediately recognized him as someone iâve seen before on tinder. He asks me if I have met him before and whatâs my name and more. Anyways after I woke up I decided to go on tinder just because of this weird dream the second I go on I see the guy that was in my dream. What does this mean?
A few years ago, I had a dream about my fatherâs siblings. My father, his sister, and his brother were standing thereâonly they appeared slightly smallerâand next to them stood a figure with a human outline that was entirely white and luminous. After a while, I woke up and realized that there might have been another person among my fatherâs siblings. When I told my mother about the dream, she mentioned that my grandmother had been pregnant with another child, but the baby had died during the pregnancy.
I had never known about this because no one had ever mentioned it to me; even my sister didnât know.
Has anyone else experienced something similar?
r/Dreams • u/Volotroth • 12h ago
I have absolutely no idea what this is supposed to mean.
r/Dreams • u/NofarHarel • 11h ago
What is this mean?
r/Dreams • u/Fun_Tune2300 • 2h ago
Just like the maggot thing I posted about last time, I've had a few dreams that still make me wonder how my brain even came up with them.
I once had a nightmare about my mom sleeping with my uncle (my dad's brother). When I woke up, I was so disgusted and confused about why I'd even dream about something like that.
Years later, I actually caught my mom having an affair with our housekeeper. The thing is, I think I might have had that dream while the affair was already going on, even though I only found out about it years later. Our housekeeper had been living with us since I was a toddler, so I think the affair had been going on for a long time before I caught them. What's crazy is that I had absolutely no clue anything was happening when I had that dream.
I also once dreamt that one of my friends wasn't the biological daughter of the man she called her father. It was such a random thing to dream about, but later on, I found out that she and her father had different surnames, and she was using her biological father's surname.
It's honestly so weird to think about how I dreamt about these things without consciously knowing anything about them.
How does this even happen?
r/Dreams • u/shubhuk24 • 22h ago
So one night I had this dream that my dad was with some lady and he was cheating on my mom , and I woke up with a very very strong feeling of that being true . I told my bf and we just laughed it off , but u couldn't bury my feelings. So when we went to shower , I just checked his phone and bruh , there were video calls between him and one lady late night everyday , and for hours , but chat history was deleted .
I just linked his phone on my laptop and than all of it became clear , he was sending her love related memes and I miss u type of post , and also he asked her whether she liked the necklace he bought her ... And he used to delete those text within 5 mins .
My mom doesn't understand technology that much , so I showed her my laptop opening my dad's whatsapp that see ,mom because of wifi , my laptop got connected with dads WhatsApp by itself and i left it open there and went to grab some food , she saw some messages.
I don't know what happened after that but for a month the atmosphere of my house was tensed but later everything became normal .
I still hate my dad but I don't think I can push my mom to make any decisions for her life . So I'm just existing.
r/Dreams • u/MistSoldier • 5h ago
Had a dream last night where I was digging in the side of a tower made of something easy to break and it moved like water as I did. I then would take what I had pick it up in the air and it would slow flot away into the darkness.
r/Dreams • u/New-Choice7422 • 13h ago
I had this dream on October 11, around 5AM in the morning, so I thought I share with you all about this.
An hour ago, I opened up checking messages after I had just dealt with my grandmother from her early morning to use the bathroom. Doom-scrolling, I began to felt sleepy again and so on, I fell sleep.
In my heart while I was asleep, I felt unworthy, sinful, and like I was unworthy of being saved by Lord. The dream shifts into ransacking a temple, similar to the raid of Troy, but we were told to worship an idol at the left side. But I had not realise that there was no imagery at the altar which represents the Lord at the right. One person declared openly he will not worship the idol but the Lord himself above, his name was Samuel in that dream (God has heard). Similar to the events of Daniel and the Furnace, the other soldiers heard, and drew us out of the temple to be burned alive. I told myself, even if the Lord does not save me, I would have still worshiped God and showed that we did not bow down to his idols. We sat in front of the soldiers, and I heard Samuel beside me looked behind him on a wall, saying, âI shall destroy the son of manâ. I asked myself, âDestroy? Isnât the son of man, Jesus? Why would you destroy the son of man?â
As I looked behind me, I was surprised there was a crucifix. Then the crucifix manifested itself into two versions of Jesus. The crucified version, and the resurrected version. Both sat down beside me. I had doubts at first, because I did not take imagery lightly and yet, in that dream, as if it told me that I shouldnât take it too seriously and so I did. The resurrected version of Jesus briefly looked at me then forward, holding my right hand. The crucified version of Jesus, rested his head on my back that I could feel the weight of his head and held my left hand, and I could not see his face. The textures of each hands were vastly different, the crucified version had a firm and rough yet grounding grasp on my left, while the resurrected version held a gentle grasp of my right.
Overwhelmed with emotion, I broke down to tears. As if the Lord himself was telling me, He has heard my heart and that He always cares deeply about me. I could not believe it myself, because to be sitting at two versions of Jesus, both crucified and resurrected version feels like an honor. A deep sense of trust from the Lord. Then I slowly woke up, eyes full of tears as if my heart was weary and broken to a profound degree of peace and warmth
r/Dreams • u/OliveLost • 7h ago
So I had been suffering from an AWFUL rash from August til October. It was unbearably itchy and covered mostly my entire body. I was absolutely miserable. People told me hives so thatâs what I thought it was. But antihistamines didnât help.
In September I had this dream. I was in bed and was waking up in a room I didnât recognize, on a high level floor. I looked down and noticed something covering the sheets- opaque larvae/worm looking things. You could see through them. Inside them was something blueish/purple. In the dream I KNEW it was my own blood. I started panicking, smashing all of the larvae to kill them.
I had no idea what this dream meant until the other day, when I discovered a tick embedded into my foot. I got it out and started researching tick rashes. I came across some articles about lone star tick larvae (common where I live) rashes- and suddenly it clicked for me- THAT was what I had been suffering from all this time. The photos looked identical to my rash.
After that, the itchiness and rash began to go away.
I find it absolutely fascinating that my subconscious brain was able to know what my body was going through- before I consciously could figure it out.
Has anybody had a similar dream experience???
r/Dreams • u/Damned_Court_Jester • 6h ago
A little update on this dream of doomsday. I have found myself in a very strange chapter of my life. This is by far the lowest point of my life without going into too much detail. But I have found myself in temporary accommodation in the same town that I dreamed of in my doomsday dream.
I see the swans on the river day after day and canât stop thinking about how it rained blood and the pure swans had dissolved once tainted. They had flowed down stream, but stayed with me in memory.
Life is uniform but manifold. Iâm a huge dreamer. I love vivid dreams that make me question my reality and some dreams have gave me a whole different perspective on life, itâs why I write.
I had a dream here of my Papa during a dark day where he came in the room and had said to me âstop this \\\\\ your dad needs you.âI woke up in a cold sweat. It had all felt so real. Was he really there? The way I see it, in a way, he most definitely was. I was glad to see him. He seemed at peace. He could be cruel, but he said it clearly without anger in my dream. I feel compelled to visit his grave at some point and thank him.
r/Dreams • u/wheesaachae • 6h ago
I had a dream but it was more like ludie dreaming or sleep paralysis (rem stage). When I have dreams like this, im always laying on the bed in my room while fading in and out of consciousness. Im mostly never scared because I know how to wake myself up. Feeling incredibly light or incredibly heavy doesn't affect me for this reason, however, I had one of these dreams that freaked me out. In this dream, i was again laying in bed in my room while I faded in and out of the dream. I tried to wake up in the dream but everything I thought I did, it ended up not being real. And like I said since the dream and reality looks the same, I couldnt tell. Anyways, in the dream my younger since came inside my room where I was mid sleeping, I woke up and she showed me her needoh. It was cool one so I offered one of mine that I had just bought to trade and she agreed so she left with the one I gave her and left mine. I went back to sleep and again, i was fading in and out of the dream. During the process of wanting to wake up, i felt really light which helped me shake my foot as a way of waking up. I succeeded I think but then again I was pulled into the dream state again. It went on like this for quite a while until what happened. I had faded into the dream one last time and I was trying to wake up from it. In the corner of my room, I hadn't noticed before but there was a small rectangle playing something. It looked like something a projector would project as it was floating in my room, just in the corner. I thought this was supposed to be the dream I was supposed to be in as i was aware that I was still in the rem stage. I tried to move my head at certain angles which would kind of enlarge the rectangle because i wanted to see what it was playing. It was a car driving and then crashing into another car. This was weird but didnt really freak me out until I turned my attention to the middle of the room where there was a hovering line being drawned infront of me. This was what freaked me out and so I ended up shaking myself really hard (my body felt paralyzed and incredibly light). I got even more freaked out because my body had never felt paralyzed, usually it just feels light. When I successful woke up, I saw the need oh I had bought and realized that the exchange with my sister never happened.
Now im just curious as to what this means and if someone has experienced something similar. Part of me wished I could have stayed longer to see what was being spelt or drawn but the other part of me was not willing to. If anyone could explain the rectangle playing the crash or even the hovering drawing thatd be cool.
r/Dreams • u/LittleDeathJr • 6h ago
I dreamed a 1-2 years ago I was in a building. I looked down and saw a yellow tiger with cubs. She(?) looks at me and I got this feeling like she was saying "you're not supposed to be here." (Like the Jesus time traveler meme). A brown bug flies / leaps to my face and I wake up.
r/Dreams • u/Crazy_Self_4102 • 6h ago
First I was in a infinitely long shallow water but the scenery immediately changed into a marble tiled infinite yard. the change was like the early ai videos bleeding between scenes. There was a light so strong I had to squint. But when I squinted I felt my eyelashes different than other parts of my body. I realized that I was in a dream. Normally when I realize the dream it tries to punish me. That occurrence is a major thing on its own but this one was a exception. The dream stayed the same. I felt light hitting my eyes. I really were squinting my eyes in real life too. Still seeing a dream through my squint I slowly felt around myself. As I tried to move my hands I felt the strings on my guitar. I felt an ache at my back. Ive fallen a sleep playing my guitar in my room. The light was shining bright in front of me. As I realized the real life children started running past me in the dream. I realied this time I could really do whatever I wanted freely in my dream. I did some personal 'experiments' regarding my dreams. I visited places I have been before in my dreams that I couldnt draw an image about irl. I was able to go to those places. I suspected I was unable to see something specific in my dreams and I confirmed it. I have heard a frequency so high in my dreams before that my physical body was unable to hear (or had become unable to). I heard the impossibly high note with deafening strength. Sometime later I remembered that I was due to leave the house. None of them happened immediately. I had even stood still thinking (and it really felt like real thinking/remembering, not a fabricated dream plot about me 'thinking') of what to do. This whole time I was still squinting and not moving in the dream, just changing the world around me. This was because I felt like letting the real light in my eyes or making a noise with my guitar still powered would snap me out of the dream. I ran out of things to do in the dream I opened my eyes wide. The blinding flash brought me back to my bed with my guitar in my hand. From what I remember at max around 15-20 minutes had passed irl, which if ı assume my speed of cognition and thinking was 'normal' in the dream was around the same time I spent in. This happened a couple weeks ago.
Since then Ive tried to recreate this but I was unable to. I have a near complete list of things I want to do in such a dream. Once I thought I got close but the dream just woke me up, not even a dream in a dream loop. I tried to break it and I just opened my eyes feeling nothing. As if my subconscious now had a beef with me. Actually since then I've not seen any dreams that I would describe as 'interesting'. I truly fear never being able to see such dreams or even nightmares again. To be honest the dreams probably were the most interesting thing in my boring life. I even liked the sleep paralyses I got, I liked the fact that I was a person who experienced such things.
I dont know what Im exactly trying to mean with this post. Ive never consulted anyone or researched about dreams. I thouht what I had was great. But I dont want to lose that part of me which I feel is most special of myself. I dont have any other ideas to do other than waiting for something to happen and obsessing over them more (which im actually also doing by going over it and posting this online). If you have anything to say or ask please feel free. Also I want to apologise for this probably messy and long 'rant'
r/Dreams • u/AcidFnTonic • 7h ago
I had a strange dream last night that was different than my usual stuff. There was an evil man publicly beating down a defenseless person while a bunch of people watched and did nothing. He used a whip and kinda looked like darth maul.
Then as the person he was beating was cowering down he suddenly gets extremely upset and then vocalizes that the person he is whipping had asked for a higher power to kill the man beating him and set him free.
He then articulated that this message was heard by a being he controls that can listen in to prayers.
As a totally non religious person this was rather thematic and interesting. Felt like a movie or something so I googled around making sure I wasnât dreaming some existing story and couldnât find it so here it is.
Strange.
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r/Dreams • u/internet_girl123 • 9h ago
(Repost cuz i rlly want more answers)
Context: we are not that close, probably hung out like a couple of times, yet for the past couple of years ive been having dreams about them in all kind of contexts, and its so weird, like last night was my last straw and i NEED to know answers on why its been happening, like- what is going on? Its so weird
But ive noticed a pattern in ALL those dreams, its always the kind of dream that you aspire to be closer to them, and it either ends up in it happening, or just in a cold wake up in the morning
Tho i must point out- i am DEEPLY uncomfortable with these dreams and i dont like having them at all, so id really appreciate advice on how to stop having them. I dont want this kind of relationship with them in real life at all, and yes, there WERE romantic dreams at times.
r/Dreams • u/Ada-Tu-Reina-y-Diosa • 9h ago
Yo sabĂa que estaba soñando, En este mundo onĂrico, las personas se clasificaban por rangos distribuidos en tres niveles:Primer nivel: Formado por humanos e hĂbridos sin talento ni estudios acadĂ©micos, caracterizados por tener muchos hijos a temprana edad, Segundo nivel: Integrado por humanos con dinero, gran inteligencia y capacidades para los negocios y el trabajo, los hĂbridos de este nivel podĂan estudiar y trabajar como los humanos; sin embargo, los hombres y mujeres humanos podĂan comprarlos como esclavos en los mercados (aunque tambiĂ©n se podĂan comprar hĂbridos del primer nivel),los humanos tenĂan preferencia por los del segundo nivel, ya que aprendĂan rĂĄpido y sabĂan leer y estudiar, resulta que en este mundo habĂa mĂĄs hĂbridos varones que mujeres hĂbridas, y lo mĂĄs valioso eran los conocimientos y los estudios.
Con el paso de los años, la mayorĂa de las mujeres humanas preferĂan emparejarse con hĂbridos antes que con hombres humanos, ya que para los hĂbridos las mujeres humanas eran sagradas. Por esta razĂłn, se crearon leyes segĂșn las cuales, si una mujer llegaba virgen a los 30 años, el Estado y el mercado podĂan concederle de cuatro a seis parejas hĂbridas del nivel 2 para su consuelo, las caracterĂsticas de los hĂbridos eran simples: eran personas, pero tenĂan colas, garras y colmillos; fuera de eso, eran completamente iguales a los humanos, yo ya habĂa cumplido 30 años, seguĂa virgen y soltera, y era bastante exitosa y hermosa. LogrĂ© obtener mĂĄs de 80 certificados y tĂtulos, y lleguĂ© a ser multimillonaria. AdemĂĄs, era inmortal y tenĂa juventud eterna, pero eso no se lo decĂa a nadie; solo yo lo sabĂa, conservaba la apariencia de una joven de 20 años, empecĂ© a sentir preocupaciĂłn, ya que el Estado podĂa escoger mis parejas por mĂ y temĂa que no fueran como yo querĂa, me habĂa inscrito en un curso del ĂĄrea de salud y era mi primer dĂa de clases, una amiga me acompañaba y me preguntĂł:
âÂżYa conseguiste a tus parejas hĂbridas? Sabes que si no, el Estado te darĂĄ parejas al azar.
âAĂșn no đ, pero voy a lograr conseguirlas por mi cuenta âle respondĂ.
Ella me sonriĂł y me dijo:ÂĄTen suerte! OjalĂĄ consigas hĂbridos muy inteligentes y sexis, le sonreĂ y fui a mi aula, al abrir la puerta del salĂłn, ya se encontraban allĂ cinco compañeros hĂbridos que eran hermosĂsimos; tenĂan las garras y las colas de su mitad animal, mi cara se puso completamente roja, mirĂ© al maestro y Ă©l tambiĂ©n era un hĂbrido muy atractivo, de cabello plateado y piel blanquĂsima, saludĂ© y me sentĂ©, nos presentamos e hicimos trabajos grupales; ahĂ conocĂ a mis compañeros, el moreno era un hĂbrido de panda rojo: tenĂa una cola larga roja, garras, colmillos y ojos color miel, el profesor era de tigre de las nieves y tenĂa una cola de color blanco; los demĂĄs compañeros tenĂan sus colas segĂșn sus respectivas hibridaciones, cuando salĂ al recreo, otros compañeros y compañeras de distintos cursos se acercaron a mi lado sonriendo y me decĂan:ÂĄOye, pero quĂ© suertuda eres! Eres la Ășnica humana entre hĂbridos en tu aula, A la salida, mi amiga me acompañó hasta mi casa y no paraba de hablarme sobre mis compañeros, ella ya tenĂa a sus dos parejas hĂbridas, a quienes habĂa comprado en el mercado, lleguĂ© a mi casa y trabajĂ©, Por la noche, revisĂ© mi chat y vi que mis compañeros me habĂan escrito para que los agregara a WhatsApp, asĂ que los agreguĂ©,Al dĂa siguiente fui al mercado a comprar algunas semillas, fui al puesto de un viejito que vendĂa alimentos y semillas, y allĂ me encontrĂ© con mi compañero el morenito; Ă©l era el esclavo ayudante del viejito, me mirĂł sonriendo y, al fondo, vi a mis otros compañeros trabajando en el mercado, le di un billete de alta denominaciĂłn para pagar mi compra, pero el señor me dijo que no tenĂa cambio para darme, entonces me propuso:âTe darĂ© a estos jĂłvenes hĂbridos como cambio; ademĂĄs, ya tienes 30 años y estos jĂłvenes son muy buenos para ti, la cara de sorpresa que puse fue enorme. MirĂ© a los jĂłvenes y ellos me dijeron que aceptara, que desde que me habĂan conocido les gustaba, AceptĂ©, el viejito me trajo el contrato de venta de esclavos, ellos prepararon sus cosas y me acompañaron en el camino, pasĂ© frente a la casa de un millonario y allĂ me encontrĂ© con el profesor, Me preguntĂł:
âOye, Âżmis alumnos son ahora tu pareja?
âSĂ ârespondĂ.
âBueno, deseo ser tu sexta pareja âdijo Ă©l.
âLo voy a pensar, vas muy rĂĄpido âle dije.
âEsperarĂ© tu respuesta âcontestĂł.
Pasaron tres dĂas hasta que aceptĂ© al maestro como mi sexta pareja, al llegar a mi casa, allĂ estaban mis seis parejas, el morenito, que era el mĂĄs cariñoso y apasionado, me dijo:Ya somos tus parejas, deberĂamos hacer cosas de pareja, bueno, estĂĄ bien, pero que sea como yo quiera ârespondĂ, pasamos una noche satisfactoria, al dĂa siguiente yo seguĂa despierta, llena de energĂa y relajada, mis parejas despertaron y al verme se sorprendieron, ya que una humana normal no aguantarĂa a seis en una sola noche, uno de ellos dijo:ÂĄAh, ya sĂ©! Eres inmortal, Âżverdad? Eso tambiĂ©n explica por quĂ© tu aroma no es como el de una humana comĂșn. AsĂ es âadmitĂ.Ellos se alegraron aĂșn mĂĄs, ya que los hĂbridos solĂan vivir entre 300 y 600 años.
Luego desperté. Fin.
Otros sueños similares:https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/s/GWQmdn7ly8
r/Dreams • u/Just_Retima • 9h ago
I once had a dream that I was forcefully getting married to a guy from North Korea. I remember getting the news and I was crying and my ex was in this dream and he promised to save me from this (we were still together when I had this dream). I remember being dressed in a fancy blue dress because I had some official dinner where I would meet my new âfianceâ and when I did, he didnât look Asian at all. He looked like someone Iâve seen in my life before but I donât remember where or when Iâve seen this guy. We didnât talk at all. I remember that in this dream I saw myself sitting on this guys lap during the official dinner with North Korean politicians and I remember that I was waiting for my ex to save me. But he never did. He never came and saved me. After this official dinner my âfianceâ told me something like âyou knew he wouldnât come didnât youâ and then I woke up. Itâs pretty messed up but not the most strange dream I had. I once dreamt about being a member of a cult praying to a certain Austrian painter if you know what I meanâŠ
r/Dreams • u/Housing_Murky • 10h ago
TLDR: Have had two dreams now where I canât find something to wear for a specific event, what do you think it means?
So a few days ago I had this dream that I was supposed to meet my boyfriendâs whole family and he told me to wear something nice but also casual. When I went to go to my closet the outfit I had thought of had disappeared and whenever I thought of something else to wear it would just disappear. Then suddenly everything started to vanish from my wardrobe quicker and quicker. I resorted to borrowing a friendâs clothes in the dream but when I picked something out it either disappeared or they said I wasnât allowed to borrow that specific thing. While all of this was happening my boyfriend was texting me, 1 hour, 45 min, etc basically counting down the time until dinner. I ended up wearing a pink tutu and orange sweater I had borrowed from my boyfriend to the dinner and was at the head of the table while his whole family looked at me wearing this ridiculous outfit. That was the end of the first dream.
The second dream was different but had very similar themes, so Iâm not sure if it counts as recurring. But in the second dream I just had last night, I was going back to my old job and was trying to find something to wear for my first day back. This time I was looking for something to buy at a store though. I looked at the time and I had about 45 minutes until I had to be at the job so I had some time all I needed was a black t-shirt or long sleeve shirt. I couldnât find one anywhere, in the store I could only find black tank tops and whenever I saw one from afar and walked over it had disappeared. Then I left the store went to my home where I knew I had black shirts but again they were all gone. Then I resorted to going to a house where I was apparently cat sitting at in the dream and tried to see if the woman who lived there had anything but she only had black tank tops. I looked at my clock again and I was now a half hour late to my first day. I finally give up and wear the black tank top even though that kind of shirt isnât allowed at work but I had nothing else black. So I went to work but at work this time everyone was so busy they didnât even notice I wasnât wearing the right uniform or that I was late.