I know it gets a bad rap, but I think I may need it. My life has taken a turn for the worst the past five years. Life used to be really easy, fun, and I was able to do anything I wanted without tension. It feels like my life has come crashing down on me, I’ve lost everything, and it feels like I’m at the end of the rope. I was told moldavite can flip your life around. If my life is already going poorly, does that mean that moldavite can change it for the better? I don’t know anymore. Just looking for advice. I don’t expect it to magically enhance the world I live in but maybe it will shift energies for me.
For context: I was extorted my by apartment complex, my best friend robbed me of $70,000, I lost all my savings and credit cards, I’m being forced to file bankruptcy, I lost my jobs, diagnosed with multiple health issues, have had 5 back to back surgeries, was r*ped multiple times and the DA denied my cases (with evidence), my ex infected me with a permanent disease they didn’t warn me about — on lots of meds now and he should be charged with attempted manslaughter but wasn’t, and now I don’t even have enough for my bills next month. I’m looking for a Hail Mary at this point. I’ve tried everything from medicine, to witch doctors, psychics, Etsy witches, Abrahamic religions, eastern beliefs, and nothing has worked. I feel like moldavite is the only thing left to try. My entire life I worked my ass off to be in a comfortable position and everyone destroyed that. My life growing up wasn’t great either. Trafficked, tortured, and abused. Not looking for a therapy session but I do think giving a background is important if I’m going to buy something that could potentially help.