r/BDSMerotica • u/subcutie • 39m ago
Between the Trees - Ch. 5 [M/f] [TPE] [ownership] [orgasm denial] [anal play] [impact] [mindgames] [aftercare] NSFW
“Open.” He placed the handle of the leash sideways in my mouth as we arrived at the base of the staircase. “This is just far too short for me to hold while you climb the stairs. You’ll give it back to me at the top. And if you’re well-behaved for me in there, I’ll even carry you back down for dinner. Deal?” I nodded eagerly and started my clambering ascent. I blushed, remembering his instructions as I had crawled around the kitchen. Put on a show for Daddy. I arched my back and made sure to spread my knees a little wider than natural, peeking over my shoulder to make sure he was appreciating my efforts. He was.
In the upstairs hallway, he took the leash back in hand. He led me past what he explained was “our room”, which sent shivers down my spine. Ours. A physical space that belonged to both of us. I hadn’t been sure this day would ever come, and now I was mere feet away from a bed that we would share every night. Around the corner and past the railing overlooking the two-story entryway, we arrived at our destination. The other bedroom in the house. The playroom. The door was shut tight. He drew us to a stop directly in front of it, turning to stare down at me.
“Your absolute best behavior, okay, puppy? In the playroom, you don’t speak unless instructed to, or if you need to use a safeword. You do not get off your knees unless I say so. And in there, I’m not Daddy or Sir, I’m Master. Am I understood? Words are fine in the hallway.”
“Yes, Master.” My gaze was settled around his thighs. He hadn’t banned eye contact yet, but I could feel myself settling into the set of strict protocols, arranging myself into my rightful place beneath him, and it just didn’t feel like the moment.
“What a good girl. My good girl.” The door swung open and I crawled inside, getting oriented while keeping my eyes on my own level. It was uncharacteristically bright inside for what was essentially a dungeon, with soothing sage green walls and dark wood flooring and fixtures. I could see there were curtains on these windows, but sheer enough to let in plenty of light. The air was lightly fragrant, woodsy and comforting. He immediately busied himself with an elaborate storage area in a tucked-in corner, and my eyes followed him.
All manner of implements hung from a pegboard on the wall. Crops, canes, floggers. Of course, as I watched him stretching to retrieve a bin from a high shelf, his shirt rode up to expose what I knew to be his implement of choice: his brown leather belt. A shiver rippled through my body as I considered that whatever the rest of my life contained, still largely unknown to me, there was a nearly 100% chance it would involve taking a great many beatings from that very belt in this very room.
“Go kneel by the bed, pup.” He was rummaging in a drawer now, the sound of metal being pushed around raising the hairs on the back of my neck. There was a comfortable cushion on the floor at the foot of the bed where I assumed he wanted me. I folded my hands behind my back to wait, looking around. The bed had what looked to be a water-resistant sheet draped over it, but looked relatively comfy. It was canopy-style, though there were no drapes. Instead, the corner posts, headboard and footboard slats, and overhead bars provided a myriad of attachment points for restraints.
He had a small desk in here, too, which I realized was the source of the fragrance; an incense stick burned low in a pretty ceramic container. The desk was otherwise pretty sparse, but a notebook and some pens sat on top, and were those… pictures of me? I flushed deeply. They were indeed pictures of me that I'd sent him over the years. Well, mostly. One was a screenshot from my old apartment security camera. I could see my phone pressed to my cheek, obviously mid play session, knees pulled to my chest, hand buried between my thighs. One was just a particularly artful shot of my tits, the heaviest clamps I'd owned in my previous life hanging from my nipples. And one of my face, makeup a mess, hair wild, as I lay facedown on my old bedroom floor, presumably just after we played. I looked so deep in subspace, like I couldn't be happier. If only that girl knew how happy we are now.
I gasped a little in excitement as my eyes darted to the corner behind the desk. My crate. I couldn't see much, until I caught the reflection in the wall-mounted mirror opposite. I squirmed as I realized the mirror would let him see me from virtually any angle in the room, even though the crate had initially appeared to be placed to allow for some privacy. It was imposing, metal bars set into the same dark wood as the rest of the furniture in the room. I could tell that I would fit, but it would be tight. I spotted a soft, pink blanket and a few small pillows so that I'd be able to get comfy any way I chose. I could see one of his t-shirts in the corner, and… oh my God, he'd actually gone and gotten a–
“Open.” I hadn't even noticed him cross the room, I’d been so transfixed. I did, and he briefly showed me a sturdy harness, the centerpiece of which was an imposing red ball gag, then fitted it snugly into my mouth. “I promise you'll get to check out your crate just as soon as I'm ready to have you a set of bars removed from me, but that time has nowhere near arrived. Focus up. Show me yellow,” he ordered as he started in on the straps, and I delivered a clear ‘unh-unh’ past the intrusion. “Good girl, now show me red.”
“Unh-unh-unh,” I grunted, adding an emphatic shake of my head. He seemed satisfied both with my ability to communicate and the tightness of the straps.
“Alright, climb on up. On your back, right in the middle, feet flat on the bed. Wider. Good girl.” I felt a cuff close around my left ankle, then my right. I didn’t dare to look, but found I couldn’t close my legs any longer and knew he had put me in a spreader bar. He pushed my legs back, and I flushed as I felt cool air against my exposed holes. His hands circled my wrists now, clipping my existing cuffs to the center of the bar. “Remember to unh-unh if the position is too much, okay pup? You’re gonna be here for a bit.” I heard clinking as he affixed the apparatus to one of the bars above and behind me, effectively folding me in half. I squirmed, trying to determine if any position granted me less exposure, but every movement seemed to leave me more open, more exposed.
The plug started to move again in my ass. I moaned through the gag, grateful for any stimulation, but the noise sharpened as he stretched me open to the maximum again. This was our largest plug, and I’d been wearing it since I’d gotten through security on my way here. By now, I couldn’t tell how long it had been, and I didn’t particularly care, but I was getting sore.
“I know, puppy,” he crooned. “I know, we don’t normally make you wear this one this long. You’ve been such a good girl. You’ll get a break after this, just relax for Daddy.” Finally, he pulled it from me completely, and I did my best to let my tightest entrance gape open for him. His low noise of approval told me I had succeeded. A couple lubed fingers first stroked teasingly, then replaced the plug, wrenching a moan from my chest. We’d done plenty of anal play from a distance, but it had been mostly a series of increasingly large plugs and other toys. To have his fingers rubbing me, filling me, his breath fluttering over my dripping pussy…
Oh fuck. His breath was getting warmer, closer. My hips jerked in the direction of the sensation, colliding my slick folds directly with his bearded chin, drawing a chuckle from him and a yelp from myself. “Oh, what, you wanted something like this?” he teased, and I felt his lips brush the very outer edge of my opening.
“Eeeeeeath,” I begged to the best of my ability, straining in my attempt to draw more contact, though he knew better than to be taken by surprise a second time and evaded me easily. His fingers were working in and out of my ass effortlessly with the involuntary movement of my hips. I strained against the cuffs to no avail. I needed more. I needed more now. I was going to die if he didn’t–
His lips closed around my clit, sucking hard and flicking his tongue gently over it. My hips jerked against him, and I ground myself hard against his beard as a strangled scream escaped the gag. He took the opportunity to replace his fingers with the head of a thick dildo, slick with lube that I was grateful for. Many times over the years, I’d been informed that the best lube I could hope for was whatever I could generate from deep within my throat. This was a rare kindness.
“You see,” he muttered against my skin, “I have to make sure this hole can eventually take everything I want to give it. But my cock wants that pussy first. I can’t help it, sweet girl, it’s just so pretty. So pink and it stays so drippy for me.” Every few words were punctuated by a deep thrust with the dildo, massaging the thin wall between my ass and pussy maddeningly. Each time, his tongue teased my clit again, driving me two steps closer to the brink before drawing me another step back.
“I knew you being here would test my self control,” he continued. “What I wouldn’t have given to just keep you tied to this bed all day today, filling you again and again until I just couldn’t anymore. But it’s so important to me we do this right, puppy. We have forever for me to use you in every way I desire. Right now, I need to be your responsible Master and make sure you understand that every single part of this body belongs to me.”
The toy was moving inside me more urgently, now, and I was groaning with wanton pleasure into the gag. My mind slipped to the space we used to exist in, over the phone, across time zones, toys working in and out of my holes at his orders. Even as his mouth tortured me, letting my clit flirt with the edge before leaving it sensitive, aching, to drive his tongue deep between my folds, I began to feel the dildo as if it were his real cock. I worked my hips shamelessly, desperate to please him. My efforts didn’t go unnoticed.
“Look how nice that ass takes a cock,” he marveled. “What an eager whore. Good girl.” His mouth hovered over my clit again. I reached for him, whining, but he drew back, the thrusting in my ass slowing to a stop as I felt him shift away from me, reaching for something. “I like you exactly this worked up for now. Can’t let you get too carried away. Remember your unh-unhs if the pain is too much, okay puppy?” That was the only warning I had before a cruel clamp bit down directly on my clit, and I screamed into the gag, eyes flying wide open. His groan of pleasure in response was low, but audible, and butterflies erupted low in my tummy at the knowledge that my suffering was making him hard.
Then he was pounding me again, and the painful pressure of the clamp surrounding my clit on all sides made the sensation of the toy significantly more intense. And as my hips moved, was that…? It was. My face heated as I heard the jingling of a little bell fixed to the clamp fill the room. I felt the headspace that allowed me to cum from anal become available to me, as I became something… else. Something simpler. I felt my humanity slip away, my only motivation now to take anything and everything he would give me. The ache from being stretched for so long, the force with which he drove the toy into me, the distinct feeling of being used. Fuck. I was going to cum.
“Aaath errrrr, aaaath errrr eeeeath,” I begged, but I knew I had to hold it back as my unintelligible pleas went unacknowledged. But the more I tried to ground myself in my body, the harder it got. The jingling. The burning pain turning into a dull, numb sort of ache. The way the toy stretched me open. His eyes on me. I couldn’t see, not the way he had me bound, certainly not around my tits, but I could feel the heat of his gaze. I had tumbled over the edge without permission only a handful of times in our distance days, and I knew I wouldn’t be in nearly as much trouble as if I did it while he used my pussy. Still, the drive to be nothing but perfectly obedient was overwhelming, keeping me balanced on the precipice.
“You look so, so pretty like this, puppy,” he breathed. “I can see how close you are. You’re turning pink, right here on your chest. And this tight little cunt, I like that I can see how it quivers when I need to stop if I’m not ready for you to cum yet. I love learning all your little tells, puppy. Soon you won’t be able to hide anything from your Master, huh? Don’t worry, I wouldn’t make you cum on a toy when you could have my cock.” He slowed the onslaught, then stopped completely, letting me rest, full, for a moment. The chain running from the spreader bar to the bars above the bed relaxed, and he briefly freed my wrist cuffs from between my ankles before securing them around one of the slats in the headboard, stretching me vertically. Finally, I felt him ease the toy from my ass, leaving me buzzing, but empty, and then the spreader bar was gone, too, and I gingerly relaxed my legs flat, mindful of the miserable way the clamp would bite into my clit further if I wasn’t careful.
He appeared quickly above me, tilting my head forward to release the necessary straps. I knew immediately what he expected, and when the gag left my mouth I kept it wide open, relishing the pride in his eyes as he worked the dildo over my tongue and quickly back into my throat. I squirmed as I tasted my ass and choked on the intrusion, my wrists fighting against the headboard; my knees falling to one side, then the other. I was relieved when he let me breathe without waiting for me to tap out. He pumped the toy back into my throat a handful of times to clean it more thoroughly before setting it down on the bedside table.
Now he was settling in next to my bound form on the bed, turning my face physically towards him. “Look at me, puppy.” His eyes were scanning my face, calmly but carefully. “You took that so, so well. Master’s so proud of you. Yeah, look at that smile. Nod for green, shake for not green?” I nodded emphatically, leaning into him as much as my restraints allowed for. “Do you need anything different, like the clit clamp off, or the cuffs different?” No? Alright, pup, sip some of this water for me.” There was the pink bottle again. “I’m gonna put the gag back in, then. Head up. I just love the way you look in it, all these straps, the way your lips stretch around it…” I swore he was buckling it tighter this time. He traced my lips with a single finger, and I whimpered at not being able to taste his skin again.
He straddled my hips and I squirmed, half out of need and half from struggling under his weight. Finally, there was the sensation of healthy fear bubbling in my stomach. For just about the first time since I arrived, I was not only at his mercy because I chose to be. Even when my hands were restrained behind my back in the living room, I could have at least tried to crawl away, futile as it may have been. Now I was well and truly trapped. He leaned back, drinking in the way my tits moved as I pulled the cuffs weakly against the headboard. Not that they felt significant in any way compared to the way his body effortlessly pinned me to the bed, seeming more like a convenience for him than anything else as he shrugged off his t-shirt. I took in the sight of his barrel chest with its smattering of reddish hair, the Celtic knot tattoo I knew he had sat nine hours for in one sitting, his broad shoulders that had gently held my body with ease in his dining chair not an hour ago. Now, I saw only the way the muscles would ripple as he held me down. Not that his tree trunk legs needed much help, he had begun to press me harder against the bed, thighs squeezing in on my own, and my squirming slowed to a stop. Helpless.
His eyes glittered with something a little feral. I knew of this side of him, had experienced it over the phone through his groans of satisfaction as I cried real tears, begging him to stop, please, Daddy, I can’t, you’re hurting me. The times he used to come home, frustrated from work, and my phone would ring. Get the belt, he would say in a dangerous tone the moment I picked up. Daddy needs to hit something. Make it hurt.
Now, I had no doubt he was about to show me how powerless I really was. How little I’d been making it hurt all these years, compared to what he could and would do to me. Needed to do to me. He reached with one hand for my right tit, idly, like a cat toying with a mouse as if it weren’t about to eat it. He squeezed, groaning, grinding his bulge into me, then pinched my nipple, hard. I yelped into the gag.
“Fuck, I love these. And they’re all mine.” His voice was slow and steady, lower than it had been up to this point. I knew he was ready to cum again, after playing with me for hours, but also knew his iron self control wouldn’t allow him to give me the satisfaction just yet. He gave me a light smack, his appreciation at the resulting jiggle making itself known from deep in his chest. Harder now. Now his other hand was groping me, too, and I couldn’t control my pathetic noises, all whimpers and huffy sighs when he would temporarily pull a hand away, punctuated with staccato yips of surprise when his fingertips would meanly pinch and prod my flesh, or his open hand would find purchase. I could feel his handprints beginning to layer themselves onto my flesh, the literal heat growing.
“I really do hate this part, pup.” I looked at him with some reproach, somewhat disbelieving when I could feel evidence to the contrary pressed against my thighs. “I mean it. I love you. I hate hurting you. But the fact that you’re mine to hurt. That I’m the one you trust to hurt you. It’s like a drug, I can’t not,” He leaned into me now, and I shifted my hips in kind, still hoping beyond hope that he’d lose that iron grip and bury himself deep inside me. But the only indication of his base instincts getting the better of him was the way he sunk his teeth into the flesh around my nipple before sucking, hard, wrenching a scream from me, my eyes flying wide open. More slaps, and his teeth were trailing up my neck now, until he was growling directly into my ear.
“You look so fucking beautiful when you suffer for me.” I believed him. That I was beautiful to him, and that he hated how much he needed this. I could hear the torture in his voice. I nuzzled against his cheek as much as I could, trying to tell him it was okay. I was okay. I loved that sadistic glimmer in his eye. I loved that I could please him in so many different ways; by giving him what he needed, by letting him take what he needed, by suffering. And more than I even loved giving him pleasure this way, I loved what it did to me, to feel him hurt me and then feel him grind against me only a beat later. To take pain from him, and a second later be praised for it. The contrast, in quick succession, made my head spin, and made me so sure that I belonged exactly where I was.
He leaned back again, and made quick work of his belt through the loops. I should have known. It really was his favorite. The first thing he’d ever openly fantasized about using on me. He folded the end of it over and tested it against his forearm a couple times. Something inside me melted as I realized he was testing out a variety of different grips and strikes, trying to dial in how much pain he was looking to inflict.
His other hand reached out to steady his target, my right tit, then the belt cracked down hard, catching plenty of my nipple in the process. Screaming into the gag yet again, I thrashed as much as his body and the cuffs allowed me, although the effort of wriggling my lower body only reminded me how securely my clit was still clamped, eliciting a secondary whimper. “Good girl,” he murmured, smoothing his fingertips over the places I could feel the redness blossoming, then struck again quickly. “Sometimes I’ll make you count, like for certain punishments, but I think you find the gag comforting right now, don’t you?”
I really did. It let me think about something other than not breaking his rules about no speaking unless directed. It turned off a whole section of my brain. Speaking was unavailable to me, there was no need to keep the lights on in that particular lobe. My current state made me simpler, more authentically my base self. And it let me scream, really scream, and flex my lips around the thick silicone, and struggle against something that wasn’t the headboard. These things helped enormously as he striped lash after lash over and across my right tit at varying angles, more often than not catching my nipple in the crossfire.
I counted in my head, anyway, wanting to practice his expectation. Three, four, five. Fuck, his hands feel good after, though. Six. Seven. Eight.
“Good job, puppy. You’re doing so, so well. You’re gonna take ten total on each side, so you’re halfway there already, and look how well you’re doing.” Another lash, and he seemed to be hitting harder now. I was starting to feel more of the thuddy impact behind the initial burning sting. Nine. Wait, halfway? A whine of indignation burst from my chest. Only one more would make ten. “I know, so exciting! Four more.” Ten. Was that one harder than the others? He said ten, I should be done. I pleaded with my eyes, tears springing as the belt came down again, letting myself feel the fear that came with his unrelenting eyes. Eleven. I could see, even from my angle, some of the places where bruises would blossom, my skin naturally sensitive and pale. His thumb caressed one now. “So close, sweet girl. Here’s the ninth, ready?”
Twelve. The waiting made it worse, and the tears started to fall down my cheeks as the leather kissed my skin. My face and chest burned, I didn’t want to be crying. I wanted to take it perfectly. To always be ready to beg him for more. I didn’t want him to see me crying. He cupped my cheek in his hand, angling his gaze across my face, scanning for something that he didn’t find. Seeming satisfied, his thumb wiped a tear from my cheek that was quickly replaced by more.
“What a good girl. My estimate was allllmost right on the money. Ten was going to be however many it needed to be for me to knock those tears loose. I bet they feel pretty good, huh puppy? You’ve had a long, long day and your life is so different. Yeah, you needed to cry. You have one more, and then I’ll give the other one the same attention, okay? Ready?” Ten. He said it was ten, so it was ten. I felt the thud, and the sting, and the burn. And I screamed, and the tears continued. But I was so grateful for his effort spent in favor of putting me in my place, and for the valuable lesson he had just imparted, the answer key provided to succeeding in my role. Master is right, even if you don’t think he’s right.
While the same red, blue, and purple marks blossomed across my left tit, he smoothly replaced his belt around his waist before gently reaching between my thighs. I had forgotten about the clamp, my clit having long since gone numb. That changed when he gripped it, locking eyes with me against my own will, but I couldn't look away.
“One last thing, puppy. I know, it’s been on there awhile. Look at me. Just give me this one last brave moment.” He eased the clamp from my tender flesh, and a split second later I felt the intense ache of the pressure disappearing hit me like a freight train. His fingers rubbed it away, though the interim sensation was almost too much to bear. I was too weak by now, though, to struggle against my bonds or his grip on me.
My hands were free a moment later; still cuffed, but the short chain dangling from my left wrist alone. And then he was at my side again, and though I was free, I couldn’t picture wanting to be anywhere else. Turning onto my own side, I cupped his cheek with one hand, getting a truly extended look at him for the first time today, right on his level. I could feel his eyes boring straight into my soul, and I felt the heat climb my chest and into my cheeks as I flushed deeply. How was it that I felt shy? The other hand shamelessly palmed his chest, fingers tracing his pectorals and down, until they flirted with the waistband of his jeans. I was desperate for him to know that his sadistic streak didn’t scare me, that I had loved every moment of what he’d just put me through. How desperately I still wanted him.
“Not now, puppy.” His voice was rumbling impossibly low. “But I know. Good girl. Are you ready for your voice back?” I nodded, and was instantly tucked against his bare chest, savoring the warmth and the feeling of my skin on his while his fingers worked at the straps of the harness. I opened and closed my jaw a couple of times, reacquainting my back teeth with each other. He massaged both sides of my cheeks again, and I giggled a little at the doting gesture. “Sweet girl, I need a color.”
“Green, Master.” He raised a skeptical eyebrow. “I mean, it was close at the end there. Maybe chartreuse?” He snorted a little, despite himself. “I don’t know, I’m okay, just please hold me.”
“Water first.” The pink bottle was back, and while I sipped slowly from it, he was wiping the drool from the sides of my face, my neck, and my upper chest with a washcloth that he had produced from the bedside table. The water was so cool, and my entire body was so hot. With heat from my core that was still spreading, all of my potential climaxes having been denied, and the transferred kinetic energy of a recent beating. I emptied the tumbler, and he quickly set it aside. “There’s more where that came from, I promise, but I don’t want you to go too fast and make yourself sick. Now, into my arms, please.”
Something about him saying “please” to me had always melted me. This was no different. I knew if I said anything about it, he would just insist it was proper manners. But I knew, given our roles, that he was under zero obligation to say “please” to me. It made me want to obey. Not that I needed much persuading to oblige. He was warm, too, but it felt like a balm on my sore skin. Between his warmth, the masculine scent of his exertion, and the feeling of being trapped yet again, but this time in his embrace, I was asleep before my brain even knew it was coming.
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Author Note: Ugh, I'm very sorry for the delay with this installment. Between work stuff and my real life Daddy being unwell, I just didn't have the bandwidth to give this the editing pass it deserved. Hopefully this being a pretty long and dense chapter helped to make up for it. This is not the end of the story by a long shot, so keep your eyes peeled for more in the coming weeks!