ok, i have the same problem, but i be an asshole here:
you only can ask for the why and an explanation, because you have got the time.
you do stuff, you learn by doing over months or even years.
no one is going to explain anything to you, because no one gots the time.
deal with it, it is the reality of life.
you are chasing dreams if you think anyone gives a damn about anything else than money and you getting a proper education for something that costs a lot, instead people can just use your highly evolved human brain like harness a horse to a carriage and yell at you, if you did the task wrong.
You haven't found the right job then - people like us might seem annoying if you look at it superficially, in reality in the right position we can be invaluable. Might need some time until people, and especially your superiors, recognize that, but when they will, you get a lot of free reign and respect. If they won't, i'd say fuck em and move on.
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u/seweso 5d ago
I don’t need crystal clear instructions. I need to know the WHY. I need to understand what I’m doing. Cause I never ever ever ever just do as told.
I OWN what I do. I’m responsible. Or I don’t do it.
I’m not trying to be annoying.