closest I've come to trying to punch someone in the face irl

I believe Ive felt like this for a good time now, I don’t wanna do something that may like, damn me in a way.

but, it got to a point where I cannot just, you know, ”fake a smile” about it, I feel trapped? in a way over this.

its like I’m somewhat paying for something I’ve done, it’s like I deserve the hatred for feeling like this.

i don’t want to step away from something that made me who I am today (faith) but I also don’t want to sadden my creator.

i believe this is not the best place to talk about things like religion, but I still wanna just, understand more on why I feel like this, if there is still, hope, for someone like me.

Have you ever pointed out a cis woman and said "Wow, look at that fem's outfit!"

Have you ever asked someone "Hey, do you know where the masc's bathroom is?"

Have you ever heard anyone describe anyone like "Who was the feminine bassist in Bolt Thrower?"

No. NO. You have NEVER in your entire life heard anyone ever say that. If someone said anything like this you would, rightfully, think they were sick in the fucking head. Why is it a cis person is never referred to as a "cisfem" or "cismasc?"

If you call someone transfem or transmasc as a cis person, you are admitting deep down you do not see trans women and trans men as their respective sexes. You are uncomfortable with calling them women and men, so you have created a term that drapes this in a woke veil. Likewise, if you are a transsexual yourself and use these terms, you are uncomfortable with calling yourself your sex. For you, transsexual, I am far more sympathetic. I, and many others, too feel discomfort when referring to ourselves as we are. It comes free with your dysphoria. But please, for yourself and your community, refuse these labels. Trans woman, you are a woman, not a fem. Trans man, man, not masc.

If we let the cis refer to us as weird third sex things, accept it, and accept it so much we use these shibboleths ourselves, what hope will there ever be for us to be seen as who we are? Who would look at this and realize we are our sex and not someone who "identifies" as it? When will the day be we are taken seriously and not as some phase online teenagers go through, or worse, a conspiracy against the human race?

Spread the word. Speak the truth. Transfem/transmasc are one of our many chains.

I live in a kinda weird timeframe where i see everything from like birth until death just starting from random intervals and i lowk caught the vision trump would get re elected back in 2021 when biden won and also the fact that i lowk knew i'd be a beautiful woman someday even when i was like 7 because i day dream a lot but i get future vision. im telling u all you will probably see womb constructions by the end of the decade im being so fr rn it's gonna be as ubiquitous as glp 1s rn

I don't know what it is about height specifically on here.

I am 6'1

Not the tallest by far, but I think I've earned my tall trainee card.

Do I hate my height? Yeah. Absolutely I do. It makes my life significantly harder.

BUT

It is not over.

Not for me, and not for plenty of other tall women here too.

I don't know what it is about height specifically here, but in comparison to other brain worms, it seems like people have no ability to doom about their height independently.

I see doom posts about bidelt, rib cage, brow bone, and a million other things.

But 90% of the time when I see those posts, people are able to doom about it without bringing other people into that pit.

I'll use bidelt as an example. I see dooming about that plenty often, but it's almost always "I hate my bidelt" followed by others sharing their feelings in the comments as well.

I can't even think of a time I've seen a post implying that other people are doomed if their bidelt is a certain size, or that people should rep, or rope, or whatever because of it.

But there is something different with how y'all treat height here.

I can't even count the number of posts I've seen at this point being like "I hate my height, and that means it's over for YOU reading this as well"

What the fuck is that about?!?

Why are we so obsessed with telling tall women that they are just fucked??? Or should rep. Or I've even seen posts/comments in the past implying we should rope if we are above a certain height.

It genuinely feels inexcusable at this point.

And it's not even like other shit with bonepill where it's like "this isn't always common knowledge so it's important to talk about"

LITERALLY EVERY TALL WOMAN KNOWS THAT IT IS BAD!!!

We all do. You individually are not special in that experience. If you are a tall woman, you know it, and you know it causes difficulties at times.

What you don't need is other people rubbing it in your face constantly, and implying your life isn't even worth living because of it.

Like for fuck sake. I see this shit all the time.

Yes I'm upset by this, but I think it's warranted at this point.

Can we please do better?

Learn to doom about your height without making it every other tall woman's problem. I promise it's not hard to do.

and if yes then how much. Also what type of bangs would be the best? I might be going to a hairdresser next month and i feel like i need to prepare.

i was also thinking about dying my hair something else but thats even scarier cus i genuienly have zero experience with that and i dont wanna look like a sneedhon who cant take care of her hair.

Just got my first diy vial. What dosage do I do for undecylate? Ive been on valerate for 5 years now, do i need a loading dose? Im so confused lmao

like idk

feels like a flat iron fell on my face at birth

idk atp. I was going to put an image of Charlotte's suicide but that's fucked up and that wasn't even really a fair optics nvke. it was just a bunch of evil dickheads making fun of a trans girls suffering. That honestly changed my outlook on people as a whole, I'm not even kidding. Ever since seeing the reactions to her suicide, I lost all respect for cissoids and am even scared to talk to them now. that's how bad it is.

Wondering if not having one when I lose weight would be beneficial to passing

In case anyone is having a bad day i give you snoopfuel 💕🤍💙 hope this helps ☺️

My deepest apologies

Don’t rep, even if you’re tall af

specifically the terf variant that is a hyperfem stereotype and justifies it by acting like that is a natural consequence of xx chromosomes

iwnbaw but at least i can have cool stuff!!

What is the state of the world when a tttt space has people unironicly claiming penis is feminine

>be me, trans female, boymoding for years (especially around him)

>talking to this guy online for years now, lovely guy, we know pretty much everything about each other.

>always joke that we are married

>going to meet him in person soon

>he is so smart, funny, handsome and just a general great guy (all i could ever ask for). He does teaching, and helps out around.

>he is left wing, and muslim. we agree pretty much everything related to politics, the ones we don't we have the best discussions.

>he helps out at his mosque, teaching children. he tells me about it, but i can't help thinking "damn this guy is literally my dream husband"

>One day he talks about this girl he likes. my heart skipped a beat

>only talks to woman however, can't date unless its for marriage.

>"why would he want to date a tr4nny like me?"

>too scared to say anything to him

what do i even do?? just drink more? FMTL.

sorry for this slop, i am sleep deprived and past the point of caring really

edit: he is a real person

ingmi