Second try

[u/ApprehensiveGate1060]

A few years ago I was dept-free after years of gambling. Relapsed and now about 100k in dept again. Almost told my wife today, but didn't have enough courage. I feel like an idiot. She is probably going to leave me.

I just love and love to spend time with her. Hate this secrecy. Trying to tell her tomorrow. I hate gambling.