"Come and watch the skinny kid with the steadily declining mental health / And laugh as he attempts to give you what he cannot give himself"
This lyric hits my core, the one who manufactures joy for others fails to keep his own self happy.
It asks an uncomfortable question: Do we consume other people's genuine suffering for cheap entertainment?
To think that after 'Make Happy', he had a five year hiatus where he didn't perform live comedy is so melancholic to think about.
This mental health deterioration kept him in total isolation which is very very evident in 'Inside'. From "Is there anything better than a p*ssy?" to "Are you happy?"
"Part of me loves you, part of me hates you." He gave us everything, but we were the problem all along. I am a very new listener, so I haven't watched shows like Eighth Grade or Zach Stone is Gonna Be Famous so I have a lot more to learn about him, one thing that I have realised is that the jokes are to grab the attention, in reality he always has something more to tell.
I just hope he is fine, and when the time is right he comes back. I'll be waiting, waiting very patiently. I hope you're happy, Bo!