I believe everyone has fancy beliefs, ideas, ideologies in life. I respect that but

I feel life alone is truth. Everything that we make up in our minds may serve some socio economic purpose but it does not really serve the life within.

We can make ourselves believe whatever we want. But it’s all made-up stuff in the mind.

But life is not made-up stuff.

Life is what is throbbing within.

Either it can happen at a grand scale or in a very miniscule way within us.

If it is happening in a grand way within us, then we should have nothing to complain about. When life is happening, many things will happen. Good, bad, ugly, terrible and whatnot.

But how does it matter?

We should never have any complaint when life is happening. We’re here to live life.

Aren’t we?

If we’re here for something else, it’s okay.

But we’re here to live life, and we are life.

When you are young and alive, make sure you become more and more alive. Everything else is secondary.

Because a life without life is a crime against life I feel.

Sadhguru once said,

"In your life only throttle should be there.

Your business is to be full on. Because break will happen when you die.

It's not for you to break everyday. Or control. Life will be curtailed somewhere. That's nature's business. Your business is to be full on.. because life needs your support. Death is super efficient.

Did you ever see death happen inefficiently?

Whereever it happened it happened perfect death. Isn't it?

Never happened inefficiently. But life happens inefficiently. Life needs constant support. Death does not need your support.

Stopping something is death in a way.

To love, laugh, cry you're afraid.

Nothing is done with abandon. Everything in controlled way.

If you do not know how to scream in abandon, there is no way. You'll never know how to meditate or be spiritual because spirituality is a state of total abandon. Complete state of abandon."

Have you ever experienced total abandon?

And what is spirituality for you?

Do you resonate with these thoughts as I do?

Would love to hear your perspective on this.

A couple months ago I went through a breakup that completely rewired my brain. Ever since my life has substantially improved, I have good friends, my family relationships have gotten better, yet something is still missing.

I feel like I am in the right place yet in this odd limbo. I am still living the lifestyle the old me was set to persue, and I still wear the same clothes. But mentally I feel different, and it just feels like there is a misalignment with my soul and my life.

The thing is I have no idea which way to move. I am halfway done with a degree that I still enjoy, within a university that I believe fueled my awakening. Yet I feel like I am still missing that final push in the new direction. Every day feels kind of blurry.

Am I going insane? What is going on? How can I feel more connected to my higher self and regain meaning within my life without feeling like I am in a limbo state forever?

The raw visceral feeling of empathy. RISE!

AWAKEN!

BECOME MORE CONSCIOUS AWARE AND SENSITIVE!

The raw visceral feeling of empathy. Scattered distortions. Flattered proportions.

Failure and sin. Success and virtue.

Dualities and trualities. Dichotomies and trichotomies.

In search of finding a better way.

Gods and demons.

The raw visceral feeling of empathy.

Extrapolations from an enchanted microcosm show me the realities of the universe. The realities of free will. The realities of soul. The realities of ability.

Now, for my attack on you: reader:

You can’t understand this, I paint my picture here, what does it mean to you? FOOL!

What the fuck does extrapolations from an enchanted microcosm show me the realities of the universe mean to you?!

Well, what does enchant mean? Enchant is an arcane magical word to mean something that the user puts a lot of magical force into. In other words, something becomes enchanted the more time and energy you put into it.

Extrapolate? Drawing parallel information from a source. What are the parallels between chess and marriage? Desserts and cigarettes? What’s the meta parallel? Common, it’s not so hard to understand desserts and cigarettes are stimulations that feel good now but will cost you later on.

Microcosm? That’s league of legends. League of legends is the microcosm! 30k hours in a single game. You’ve never put 30k hours into anything! You’ve never put 10k hours into anything! You jump around all scattered(reference to earlier in my post) and asleep.

So, extrapolations from an enchanted microcosm means: information I have learned from 30k hours of league of legends that I can be applied to other avenues of life such as my successful marriage meditation and therapy private practice.

So, my question to you, FOOLISH READER:

What information can be extrapolated and applied from games to other parts of life?!⁉️