Is it a stupid, bad or dumb to like a different platform because of a cursed gel blaster?

I'm also bad at writing. Fair warning.

Just ask me for the image of what the hell I brought in the video, since I can't post both Video and image if you're curious on what makes It so cursed.

Context: I bought this cheap X95 Tavor gel blaster because it's mainly made of plastic and I can easily modify it for the purpose of trying my hand on making a sci-fi gun, inspired by the older games and movies where there's an actual gun hidden under all that furniture (Mainly inspired after the Morita Carbine. I also wanted it to be easily modifiable. I did not expect that I really really like bullpups. This is the only bulpup I have ever touched, I've never seen an airsoft bullpup let alone felt one, we mostly had ARs, AKs and some have baretts and M200 interventions, M249, M110 with the most fancy one being a GBB MCX so I had seen NO BULLPUPs until I got my gelblaster.

I only have three airsoft guns which is my WE tech G18C gen4 (I know, terrible and crappy, no need to fry me for a We tech Glock but it's very common here and parts are easy to find for it.) an Almagamation of an airsoft dissipator (seen in the photo) and a JG MP5 (I gave it away to my uncle who needed to scare people off his property)

Now with those in mind, here's my experience with it.

When I started moving the gel blaster, testing it around and even letting my parents play with it which they actually really love, I found myself liking this Bullpup a lot in terms of ergonomics. Yes, it is extremely light from it being mainly made of plastic but the length of the stock to the grip was just like my airsoft M4 's Butt stock to the pistol grip were very similar (I like long stocks so my arm just pulls it to my shoulder passively). I've personally liked the charging handles of AKs and other platforms because it felt nice pulling them so the Gel blaster X95 charging handle felt nicer than the usual T-charging handle of the airsoft M4s. I even got to use my thumb to rack it like the Counter strike P90s which was fun. The fire selector is what really got me hooked, that large circular end of the fire selector felt heavenly to use; it rests on the pad of the end of my thumb when I want to switch it to semi and full auto. And when I want to move back to semi or safe, it just makes contact with the last joint of my thumb so nicely and I got used to it faster than I did to the fire selector of my Airsoft M4. I end up playing with the gel blaster more than I initially expected.

This is evident with what is shown in the video, you can see me struggling with the M4 that I had for years (Skill issue I know. I'm not an expert Operator or something.) and me easily handling the fire selector of the Gel blaster X95,

I think I'm beginning to also slightly understand the people who reasonably don't like airsoft M4s.

Oh yeah, sorry for the cursed Gel blaster. You can fry me in the comments but please do not harass me in my DMs.

Two options btw

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