I should start off by saying that I love all the spooky stuff.
I love horror movies and ghost stories.
I can watch a scary movie by myself at midnight and then go straight to bed without fear of nightmares hindering my sleep.
My friends find it strange, though, that I am vehemently against going to any sort of ghost tour or “real” haunted house.
I don’t know if ghosts are actually real. And if they are, I don’t want to know.
Being scared is only fun if it’s not real.
My story happened around 15 years ago. I was a freshman in college and some friends and I were back in our hometown for the weekend. One of those friends attended a university near our hometown, so after hanging out we all decided to stay in his dorm together since his roommate was away for the weekend.
There were six of us, four girls and two boys.
After spending a few hours sharing stories about our first couple months away at school, we all went to bed. The friend who lived there and his girlfriend slept in his bed, the other couple on the floor, and one of my girlfriends and I slept in the roommate’s bed. My friend slept on the outside and I slept on the inside between her and the wall.
Sometime in the wee hours of the morning, I woke up to a loud thudding in the hallway.
Initially, in my groggy state, I assumed it was a bunch of frat guys returning from a night of debauchery; but I quickly realized I didn’t hear any voices.
There was no laughter. Or conversation.
No tripping over drunken feet or bragging about conquests.
There was only thudding.
Loud thudding.
It was so loud that the floor beneath me was shaking. The thudding would become louder and then more quiet as the shaking would intensify and then become faint, almost as if someone (or something) massive was running up and down the hallway.
Eventually the thudding subsided, replaced by the comparable beating of my heart.
I laid back down and turned to the side so I was facing the wall. My heart started to steady slightly as I tentatively tried to go back to sleep.
The very moment I closed my eyes, I heard a noise. This time I think my heart actually sank. It fell into my stomach, spitting out butterflies that darted around manically trying to find an escape.
Right by my head, on the wall next to me, was the tiniest
Tap tap tap
My eyes shot open, only revealing painted concrete and silence.
The butterflies raced up my throat, chasing the light that would be their emergency exit.
But I quickly swallowed them down, back into the darkness, and listened to the rhythmic snores of my friends.
It’s crazy how quickly we can gaslight ourselves, but it only took about 10 seconds to decide that I must have been imagining things. I closed my eyes and again, at the precise moment of complete darkness, I heard it.
Tap tap tap. Tap tap tap.
Again my eyes flew open, and again the tapping stopped. Immediately.
I stared at the wall, feeling as though I was in a competition that I never wanted to be a part of.
Trying to be clever, I closed my eyes and reopened them quickly, only lasting slightly longer than a blink.
Tap. Stop.
I shut them hard as I counted to 10 before opening my eyes again.
Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap TAP TAP.
Stop.
The tears started to drown my eyes, so I shut them for good.
As the tapping taunted me I just decided to pray. I think I said the Lord’s Prayer and combined it with a desperate plea to not see anything.
I knew if I saw something it would ruin me.
I just kept praying and repeating for what felt like hours until I guess I fell back asleep. The next sound I heard gave me some relief—the familiar voices of my friends laughing and discussing the poor sleeping arrangements as the sun peeked through the slightly bent blinds.
I sat up and asked if anyone else heard something last night. They all shook their heads, so I told them my story.
This is when we were provided with some previously withheld information. Information that, had I known, I never would have stayed in that dorm.
Apparently, the floor in this building used to be an all-girl’s floor. I can’t remember all the specifics of the story, but at one point a young woman killed herself there. I want to say there was bullying involved, but I’m not certain. After her death, her spirit constantly haunted and taunted the girls who lived there.
Eventually the disturbance became so heavy that they switched the girls’ and boys’ floors. After the switch, the hauntings stopped.
But whenever girls come to visit, the activity starts up again.
My friends asked why I didn’t wake them when this was all happening, but there just wasn’t a chance in hell that I was about to go ghost-hunting. I didn’t need the image of a translucent tortured soul to follow me around for the rest of my life.
And maybe that’s selfish.
I don’t know what she wanted—If she was seeking retribution for what happened to her.
Or maybe she was asking for help.
Or desperate for a friend.
Regardless, at 18, I just couldn’t have been of any help to her. I just couldn’t take the chance of seeing something.
And now I get to live my life in peaceful uncertainty.
Ignorance is bliss.
I’m in my 30s now and have never had a similar experience. I’ve remained ghost-free over the years and would recommend to anyone who wants to live this lifestyle to follow a few simple rules:
One.
Always own a cat and an ice maker. You can blame almost any noise or displaced items on one of the two.
Two.
Watch horror movies that torment you. Figure out what genre steals your peace and remains with you for weeks, then watch as many as you can. Once you reach the apex of fear, there’s nothing left to scare you.
And three.
This one is the most important:
Don’t open your eyes.