So, I do know I'm some kind of alterhuman, I think thats the umbrella term. I know being just a human feels strange and odd, like I'm the soul of something else in the body of a human (thats what I believe a therian is, but PLEASE correct me if I'm wrong <3)
But I don't know.
Its weird, its like it comes and goes with different animals, but I've felt like this for years.
I think first it was some species of feline, I don't fully remember. Then an arctic fox, I actually kept a journal because I heard it helps figure things out, I actually shifted once of twice in this version of myself. Those shifts weren't actually very bad, it felt like I was back in the snow, burrowing into it. I think I was looking for something, but I don't know what, maybe prey? Then it just like... I dunno, disappeared. Then I was a snow leopard, and I felt deeply connected to the species as a whole. Like the two before, it left again, and now I feel like a lynx, I'm watching videos of them and trying to mimic their sounds. It feels like a part of me at the moment, but who knows? It could literally change in a month, I have no idea.
Writing this I actually see a pattern of cold dwelling animals that I more or less share a preferred diet with, I think it might mean something? I feel like I'm some kind of shapeshifter or sum, is that odd or wrong? I know people can have multiple theriotypes, but I don't feel like an arctic fox as much as I used to, same with snow leopards. I still like the animals and find them wonderful, but at the same time it just feels like an interest now.
I'm not sure whats relevant and what isn't, so I'm sorry if most of that was just like, a big nothing burger </3
And, I want to ask a follow-up question. If it turns out I'm just wrong or confused and not actually a therian, is it disrespectful to make one of the masks that some therians make? I think they look so cool but I don't want to offend anyone :<