feeling really happy with the results, even the chest acne and back acne are making me euphoric and the smelly armpits lowkey make me feel a certain way.....Still hoping for a fuller happy trail and more chest hair. Also got lots of comments on the deepening of my voice :)

I have INSANE gender envy and thoughts of being more of a man rather then a female but i dont really want to become trans—very confusing but ive mainly leaned to being a female with male traits.

And one thing ive learned about was testosterone and how transgender people (ftm) which ive heard gave a deeper voice, more bone structure and easier to build muscle, etc etc—except i dont really understand the concept of it lol.

But main question is, is it alright to take testosterone without being trans?

Edit : Another question—How and what ways is it possible to take testosterone?

Is there some sort of awkward in-between phase u hit on T where nothing really works when ur tryna jerk it?? lol cuz i literally don't know how to do it right anymore and its driving me crazy cuz im always horny 😭

Just what the title says! I've known I was trans since I found out what being trans even was and now after over a decade I'm finally in a position where I can get on testosterone, my appointment is next week. In just five days I'll be one step closer to becoming me! I can't wait for my voice to drop, I can't wait for my first shave whether that's 5 months or 5 years from now. I'm already pretty hairy so fingers crossed for sooner rather than later but, ya'know. I know being on T isn't going to be all sunshine and rainbows but I'll gladly take the sure to be horrific body odor and possible vaginismus in exchange for happyness anyday and finally that anyday is soon!!!!

Throwing this question out here and also talking to my doctor about it. I just started T 1.5 months ago and I’m on a microdose (20mg of 1.62% gel daily). I went in today to get blood work done for something else and asked to get my T tested and it was 1720.2 ng/ml. I got my blood work done about an hour after applying my gel so I know it was during the max absorption time but that still seems like a LOT especially on a microdose. I’m not experiencing T effects super fast or anything so was this just because I just applied it and it spiked? Other thoughts? Thanks!