I admit that even though I knew it would be difficult to build a teardrop, I went into it with some naivity and romanticism. I can see that now in hindsight.
The build took 3x longer and 3 times more money than I thought. I thought I could do it cheaper and lighter than the videos I saw online. I couldnt.
It dominated my thoughts, often keeping me up at night puzzling about a tricky problem. There were times it was so frustrating when I wasted money or completely made a mess of things - for example I painted my aluminum and it looked like crap but I tried to fix it by buying more and more expensive clear coat paint that also looked bad.
I spent more time on it than Ill ever spend camping in it. Once you have put in so much time it is hard to start cutting corners or expenses -- sunk cost and all.
I have kids. I was always 'out in the garage'. 18 months it has taken. That is a lot of evenings that my wife helped them with homework or hung out with them and asked them about their day and I didnt.
I was always using $200 here or there that we didnt really have that month. I did take some months off because we had other expenses.
I think the first time you do something youre bound to make mistakes. That means every aspect of the trailer has mistakes or was a complete battle. Wood, electrical, frame, skinning, aluminum. One disaster after another. I think I could build a better one now Ive learned all this but I would never. Life is so short to spend it in the garage cursing alone. Keeping the neighbors annoyed with the grinding and sawing and pounding and the impact drill.
Is it all bad? No. There were times I enjoyed the journey but after this long it became a hobby, not a project and I didnt want it to be my whole identity so I pushed hard to finish and it was a slog. Family kept asking how it was going and it was painful to admit that it still wasnt done a year later. Im mildly proud of it but embarassed that in the end I could have probably bought one and fixed it up for the same cost and a lot less time.
Does any of this register?