Will it get better?

[u/No_Tear_1153]

At this point, ik there's no God. No one will ever help me make my life better. My family will and have provided me with multiple chances. But I can never make good of it and do something with my life. So what's the point. I am sick of trying and then giving up after one bad day. I am sick of myself and how I don't work hard for anything at all. I am so sick of myself and my big words and big promises. And never ever acting upon them.

i am 22. I have done nothing with my life. Didn't go to college,didn't do shit. My friends are either graduating this year or have already graduated and have jobs. Hell even my juniors have jobs. My family is borderline broke. My family has zero respect for me at this point. All i ever hear about from everyone around is how I haven't done anything worthwhile in my whole life. I get called useless at least once a day. I am so done guys. I don't mind the fact that I am not on the same timeline as the people in my life, but I can't handle anymore of this scorn. I am depressed and I have anxiety and I can't sleep sometimes and sometimes all I can do is sleep. I am so tired of this.

I can't ask my parents for anymore chances. I can't live in this shame anymore. I just can't

[u/Visual_Day_8097]

You need to get a job. You can either set yourself up for failure or success, depending on if you take the next few years more seriously. Its alright if some time has been wasted, you are only 22. But it is now time to start working so you can move out and afford to live on your own.