He's crossed over on March 23rd and life is so empty and sad without him. I was so overwhelmed in his last couple months on this planet and every day I wish I had been more and better and he was no longer letting me sleep and not always recognizing me. I was recovering from a car accident and we both weren't ourselves. I am having surgery today and I've never had surgery and I need him so much. He got me through everything for 14 years. Does he know how much I loved him and how sorry I am we weren't ourselves in the end? I have asked him almost every night to visit me in my dreams, and it hasn't happened. I was his, and he was mine.

he loved to be carried like a baby. would ask me all the time by streeeeeeetching his arms up my legs when I would stand in the kitchen. asked me less in the last days of his life bc we were finishing a round of liquid clavamox for his upper respiratory issues and he was a little more distrusting of me due to the stress of that. ugh❤️‍🩹

we were out of town when he passed. worst phone call ever. it seemed very sudden, he was only four. I remembered the night before we left he seemed to be breathing a little rapidly. I told my husband and he assured me I was worrying too much. He seemed fine in all other aspects.

I failed him. Rapid breathing is a must-see-the-vet situation.

he seemed to love the vet. would purr around all the techs, calm as can be. but I hesitated to take him much in his last year because of tight finances (We had insurance past $500 spent, but we didn’t even want to spend THAT much. how could I put a price on my boy’s life?), and because of generally how happy he seemed. He had a stuffy nose quite often, and sneezing, which is why I was giving him clavamox. (again) I feel so much guilt also that we never completely resolved his upper respiratory stuff.

we also moved around a lot in his life, and I am afraid all the stress just absolutely ruined his heart. (or his urinary tract)

I believe now that the rapid breathing was most likely a precursor to a painful cardiac event the next day. Roommate said he seemed okay in the morning that he died, but found dead in the afternoon. Can’t afford the necropsy but we are leaning toward another urinary blockage or saddle thrombosis, due to how his back legs looked wet and spiky with licking. He. for. sure. suffered.

So much pain in his last moments. All alone. Because of me. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. I don’t even think I said goodbye to him before we left town. I just took for granted that he would be there when we came back.

I am decimated.

People tell me that he most certainly forgives me, but I cannot imagine that he does. I failed him so, so hard. In so many ways. Precious, precious boy. our Marvin.

I can’t see the way forward without him.

Any input welcome 🤍

She is not herself, the vets don’t have any answers. She won’t eat her food. She just sleeps. I will quite literally do anything she needs, I just need to know what that is

Lost these 2 besties within just over a year of eachother. Hoping they’re running free and adventuring, we miss them like crazy. Curious if anyone has a read.

So since I lost my beloved boy, Toulouse, at the end of August, I've had an influx of activity in the house. Some of it is only heard by me, and some of it my partner has also heard/witnessed. On this occasion, it was just me. It happened a few weeks ago but I cant stop thinking about it.

I was downstairs in the bathroom getting ready to take a shower. Probably about 11pm. I was scrolling on my phone for a few minutes when I suddenly heard what sounded like my partner come downstairs and into the kitchen which is the room next to me. I could see into part of the kitchen from where I was standing but not the whole room. I heard very clear bare feet walking across the wood kitchen floor. I even heard the feet "unsticking" as they left the ground if that makes sense. They seemed to wander around aimlessly with no set route, and this went on for probably about 4 or 5 seconds. It was almost as if they were just circling the centre of the kitchen. All of a sudden, they stop. But what's weird is I didnt hear them leave at any point, so me assuming it was my partner, I wondered why she came to a complete standstill in the middle of the kitchen.

To my surprise, I eventually went through about 10 seconds after, only to find there was no one in the kitchen at all. I went to the bottom of the stairs and shouted up at my partner to ask if she had just been downstairs. I was shaken when she said that she wasn't and hadnt been downstairs for the last hour. Its just me, my partner, and my cat in the house, and they definitely were not sounds from my cat. It prompted me to check the doors were locked in case we had a break in, but all was fine.

I didnt get any bad vibes from the footsteps at all, I actually really believed my partner was just walking around the kitchen and I was so caught off guard to find no one there when i eventually checked them out. I am 32 years old and have never had any experiences like this before (apart from one or two random ones). They only just started to happen after my boy passed away. I have also experienced random clairaudience since then too, with one of the most memorable being someone whispering "good" into my ear as I closed my eyes and meditated. Another time, I heard a voice talking inside my mind but it was almost static-like, as if a car radio had picked up another station. I must admit this one was foggy and I dont remember what it said. Both times ive heard voices, it has distinctly been a male voice.

Another memorable event was about 2 weeks after my boy passed. We were lying in bed watching TV for a bit before we planned on sleeping for the night. My girlfriend asked if she could borrow my torch on my phone by saying "could you shine your light please?". As soon as she said this, the TV froze and turned off completely. As I was trying to put this back on, the landing light right outside our bedroom switched on by itself. We both saw this and I was so pleased that finally someone else had finally witnessed what I'd been experiencing since our loss.

Is this common after a significant loss? Has anyone else had a similar experience? At times, I feel like im going crazy. Then other times I can clearly say to myself "nope, I know what I heard and I didn't make that up in my head". If this only happened when I was really thinking about it, I could believe it being my grief stricken brain conjuring up things. But these catch me completely off guard every time.

First photo is my baby, Boo. Second photo is a Boo currently up for adoption.

I lost my beloved Boo on Monday from suspected heart failure. It was sudden, and terrible, and unexpected entirely. She was only 5. I love and miss her so so much. It has been really hard for me, my son, and her kitty best friend, Arthur. Because of the void I feel, I’ve been looking at adoptable cats. I know they won’t replace her, but I have love to give and my home feels empty and Arthur misses his companion. I’ve also been feeling guilt about this, though, because what if she feels like I am just moving on and leaving her memory behind? Today when browsing I came across this cat who looks exactly like her and has her same name. It made me cry again because I feel like she is saying it is okay. Is it okay? Is she okay? Does she know how much we love her?

I feel very vulnerable posting this. Thank you for your time.

Wondering if anyone can pick up on anything at all? She passed today and I'm so incredibly sad I didn't get more time with her. I hope she's okay and knows we loved her. I keep wondering whether we should have fought harder for a little longer. Is she still around?

Hi all - I'm wondering if any one is able to pick up on the images of my kitty, Laila. I am willing to pay for a session as well. She passed about a year and a half ago (April 2025), but I've been hit harder than normal with a wave of missing her recently. Maybe it's just time for a big wave in the grief cycle, or it's seeing all the black kitties around for Halloween...I don't know. But I've been feeling down more than usual about her recently.

Some background context: she was young when she died, and I'm pretty upset at the medical care she received clear up until her death. Her last month and a half before she died was pretty rough on her (and me by proxy), and she got a lot of medications she didn't need. The process of putting her to sleep was pretty traumatic. She was having a good day that day. We tried to keep things that way and make things easy on her by having Lap of Love come to our home so she could pass there instead of taking her to the vet, but it still ended up awful. She was scared of strangers. My husband said her death was the worst death he's ever been present for for a loved one, even taking into consideration human loved ones who have died. I think I have quite a bit of unresolved guilt about the events leading up to and how she passed.

To make matters worse, my mom died suddenly and unexpectedly a month to the day after Laila was put to sleep, so after that point, I was pretty consumed with missing my mom and the shock from her passing. Having said that, I feel like in a way I never had adequate time/space to grieve just Laila because I had to go into work mode for my family regarding planning a funeral, taking care of my dad, etc., when my mom passed. That is probably another reason I'm having a hard time recently. I feel like I can finally "focus" more on Laila in addition to my mom being gone.

A few lovely mediums have said they have picked up on Laila and her energy, but one of them focused more on my mom and what she had to say (understandably so), and with the other the session was more limited and in writing only. I miss her so, and I'm so sorry about the unnecessary meds in her last days, and the fact we didn't find out what was really wrong with her sooner. I wish I could have explained to her what was happening the day she passed also. I feel robbed of the years that we should have had together.

I do pet reading and 50% of it will be donated to animal shelter! Today someone booked a reading and i get $20! So the donation for now will be $10 💞

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I lost my best friend of 17 years a few days ago. She was very sick and having liver issues. I felt she knew it was her time and we chose to utilize Lap of Love after speaking with the vet. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

I wasn’t always a great son (my mom passed in 2015), I wasn’t a great husband (divorced), and I haven’t been a great friend at times. But I always tried hard to be a good cat dad. It was the one thing I felt I did well.

I’d love insight to see if my sweet Pandora felt the same.

My soul dog Charlie was peacefully relieved of his pain on September 26th and I’m getting upset because he hasn’t come to me in my dreams yet to let me know he’s ok. If anyone is able to reach him and let me know he’s ok, I would be forever grateful. 💔

Hi all, I'm cuddle a tarot reader for over than 13 years. I want to do a pet reading (you can pay any amount), 50% of the money will be donated to animal shelter on 1st November after Halloween.

This is some of my reviews:

https://www.reddit.com/u/Cuddleandpopcorn/s/b63XhVA242

The animal shelter i would donate will be RRDC:

https://instagram.com/rrdcjogja?rpxt=emo0c3ZwYXIwMTVv

I will document the donation process on 1st or 2nd November (Depending on when i finish editing the pictures or video)

You can DM me if you interested in reading 💙

Hi folks! I lost my sweet soul pup almost a year ago. I left for college a couple years before he died, leaving my parents and siblings to look after him. I visited as often as I could, sitting with him, sneaking him treats. As all dogs do, he got old and sick. He wasn’t doing the greatest when I left, and no one told me how fast he went downhill until he was put down. His skin started getting infections. My parents put him down, out of desire to end the painful skin issues, telling me later.

I still struggle to grieve. I feel intense, immense, near crippling guilt every single day. It’s affecting my job, my school, my personal relationships, how I interact with the cat I adopted before he got sick.

I feel so terrible for having to leave him behind, but he was a small town dog and the dorms never would have suited his needs. I am wondering how the process of getting a pet medium works? How much I need to save up as a paycheque to paycheque student? Where will find someone genuine and not someone using AI?

Thank you a lot for reading :,)

We had 3 weeks to start our mourning before putting our sweet, perfect Forest to rest last Wednesday. We are heart broken. His sister misses him. She howls in her sleep. I feel like I lost my son and best friend. He was and is so loved and so missed. There is no replacement for him.

We still speak to him. At home. When we’re walking with his sister in our woods. I hope he hears us. I hope he never leaves us. I hope his sister will be okay.

My cat has been missing since Saturday at midnight. We were having a thanksgiving dinner party and noticed he wasn’t home until couple minutes later. This is the first time he’s missing or lost and I am just so sad and heartbroken and i miss him so much. I don’t know what to do, posted it on social medias and will still continue to look for him. He gets scared easily and will try to run away or hide. I just want my baby back.

Hey there, my family recently added a really sweet kitten to our family, our vet was fostering him and believed he'd get along well with our other cats, he does for the most part, but im just wondering if there is anything we can do to make him more comfortable?

She had dogs and he seems to try to play with them like thier dogs, he doesnt seem to understand slow blinking, he was found in a hoarding situation and rescued hence his eye issue.

Thank you in advance, any general tips to help him adjust would also be appreciated, we did the slow room introduction, his very confident the other cats seem to tolerate him whereas he'd like to cuddle and play

Looking for someone who is doing practice sessions. I don’t want to sound greedy I just don’t have the extra money right now. I’ve had pets read before but I’m wanting to get at least 2 more read. Thank you.

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Sunday, has been missing since running away from Doggy Day Care Friday morning in Overland Park KS.and then running into a car and running off. Any help in finding her is appreciated including telling her to go up to people who are calling her name when you connect with her.

Bigger cutie pie is Bella smaller cutie pie is ziva bee or ms potato would love to know how they are doing what they may need or if they wanna tell me anything they live with my mom back in Montana I’m in Washington used to co parent them when I lived in MT my mom calls me brother too them but everyone else knows I’m dad