So, I met a guy on orientation in a very awkward way, and we got to know there that we are classmates and he acted very very sweet that day then on second day of our class he comes and sits next to me, then next day when another guy was sitting besides me, he comes up and switch seats then we sit together a couple of times and talk lilll very very lil. Then throwback to the time when girls and boys weren't talking much in class, and was playing their card games separately, he mentions my name in the class group saying come downstairs (can't mention the exact line, or else I can get caught hehe)
well then we started talking a lil bit on texts, and actually talked quite a lot on texts like for 2 hours or something for about 2/3 times ig and like he has also texted me like oh you went early today? and stuff like that. And Ive caught him looking at me a lotttt of times and now we make eye contacts too lottt of time😭😭 which I don't like because it gets sort of awkward, but I mean it's so weird that weve talked so much on texts but in university we don't even talk to eachother.
And a mutual friend told me he likes me, like I did have an idea that he does but since then I have developed more strong crush on him 😭 when he's around I forget how to behave and when he's not around I wish that he was.
The issue is he's not even my type ig like physique wise, otherwise he's decent, but I just look for him in class and outside of class and like I soooo badly wanna talk to him and be friends with him, I feel so so cringe writing it out but I sort of get jealous too when he's friends with other girls😭💔
And omg today while talking to my friend I was looking at him and he was looking at me, so we had like a proper 10 seconds eye contact 😭😭 I don't wanna look like a pick me or creep to him, or I don't even want to give a slightest hint that I like hin