r/LandscapeArchitecture • u/Reasonable-Pack1067 • 32m ago
Other 25, finishing my Master’s in Landscape Architecture, and feeling increasingly hopeless about my future. Does it get better?
I am not sure if this post is immediately relevant to this subreddit and if it will get taken down. But here goes.
I am 25, currently completing my Master’s in Landscape Architecture in Perth, Western Australia, and due to graduate mid-next year.
I have a five-year Bachelor’s in Architecture and will have spent around 7.5 years in higher education by the time I graduate. I have a few architecture internships under my belt, but no substantial professional experience. After completing architecture, I chose landscape architecture because I genuinely love the field, and I’ve even taken additional units in urban design, anthropology, and sociology purely out of interest and a desire to deepen my understanding of the social and spatial dimensions of the built environment. My father is a landscape architecture manager in Qatar, and seeing how much he enjoys his work and the career he has built was a huge inspiration for me growing up.
I came into this degree feeling genuinely excited about what I could do with it. Unfortunately, I’m finding the reality of studying it increasingly difficult. I enjoyed studio initially, but I’m now perpetually burnt out. The workload feels relentless, with all-nighters and sometimes going 48-55 hours with barely any sleep just to keep up, especially when folio submission is around the corner. No matter how much effort I put into my projects, I often feel like it’s never enough. I’m exhausted to the point where I cry every day, and the stress is beginning to affect my sleep, appetite, and physical health.
On top of that, I’ve spent this entire year applying for internships at consulting firms, smaller landscape architecture and urban design practices, local studios, and government orgs. Not only am I applying independently, but am also applying through my university’s internship programmes, but I’ve had little success beyond rejections and being ghosted.
What makes me feel worse is that I’ve had my portfolio, CV, and cover letters reviewed by my professors and mature students in the class with experience in the field, including the professor responsible for internship placements. One caveat - my portfolio is mostly architecture related owing to my bachelors degree and previous work with architecture firms, but even so, I’ve received very encouraging feedback, with the professor in charge of placements, telling me my portfolio was among the best she had seen. I sat with her, got all her feedback, and made the recommended changes and continued applying, but I’m still not getting anywhere.
I understand the industry is competitive. I’m not expecting a job to fall into my lap. I’m willing to work hard and start wherever I need to. But after months of trying, I’m struggling to understand what I’m doing wrong? If even securing an internship/grad program is proving this difficult, I’m genuinely frightened about what happens when I graduate and need to find a full-time position?
I see architecture and LA graduates from my uni struggling to find work, and it’s making me question whether the years I’ve invested in this field will pay off. I came into this degree with so much excitement and hope, and now I’m exhausted, anxious about the future, and questioning decisions I once felt confident about.
I’d really appreciate some honest perspectives, particularly from people working in Australia. How difficult was it to land your first internship or graduate position in landscape architecture or urban design? Did things improve once you gained experience? For people involved in hiring, how much does a lack of local experience matter, even when a candidate has a strong portfolio?
Does professional practice feel significantly different from university studio? I’m struggling to tell whether I’m exhausted by the field itself or by the way I’m experiencing it through university.
And does it get better? I feel frightened, exhausted, and increasingly disconnected from something I once felt so excited about. I’m trying to figure out whether I need to change my approach, adjust my expectations, reconsider my career plans, or simply give myself some grace during a difficult period of uncertainty.
Thank you. ♥️