Idk why like I can't figure out where I am standing in the competition so I am doing dummy purchased beew arjuna jee batch in June or july sometime but I couldn't study cuz I lost someone from my family then August I tried through some of lct but idk meri kisi teacher se vibe match nhi hori thi so I did some lct through YouTube like nv sir,mohit tyagi,sakhsivora, like m batch m bilkul hi inactive thi thoda guilty bhi feel hora tha ki batch ke paise waste chale gye ( my mom took 3 month to earn that 8k money ) so like agr vo puchti thi to I would say ki haa batch m sab shi h kaafi ache teacher h sbb smgh aara h
September
So at that time I decided that ki I will try to study through my batch ( worst decision) so uske chakker m I wasted my whole September and then meri prep fir se zero pe aa gyi thi bcoz jo mne phle kiya tha usme question practice ko time nhi diya and bich m I got distracted then I download ypt I made some grp so mujhe usse thoda motivation milne lga
So I switch agn for physic I studied through Saleem sir and like meko ab smgh aara h and like physical chem meri abhi dudi sir se chal rhi h thik thik and math m m one shot hi dekh leti hu ab nv sir se yt pe then uske yt se question practice krr leti hu
Like ab bola jaaye toh I am not doing that good jitna mne socha tha but still like shi jaara h thoda thoda
And I am not hating on pw teacher are good but like kbhi kbhi tumhari hi vibe nhi hoti h unse
Like I literally wasted 3 to 4 months to study for maths from x teacher cuz some of my friends were studying by them and unko smgh aara tha
Like mne ek bhi mock test nhi diya abhi tkk kyuki mujhe pta hi nhi tha ki ye test hora h and like ab m kuch syllabus strong krke dungii ik abhi dena chahiye bit like abhi I don't have confidence bilkul bhi and like agr mujhe result accepted nhi mila to I got easily demotivated alot
Ik I still stand at the beginning of the race but it will be better
Wish u luck
Byee I should lock in