r/HPPD • • 15h ago

Rant/Vent day 5 of regression after 4 years of normalcy

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Restarted citalopram that I was on at first onset of HPPD in 2021 and now i’m in a hell again. I don’t care about the visuals, it’s the head sensations / pressure / overstimulation, panic, anxiety, DPDR. I quit my job due to depression and then I took an SSRI and it got worse. I wish I could go back to my regular depression. Only thing holding me down is clonidine right now. Might try Lamictal. Im pretty devastated right now, its hard to see hope but im staying hopeful that things have gotten better before and they can again.

Anyone else dealt with sensitivity to stimuli? Im already AUDHD so this is just 😅