I'm 21, a CS student, and honestly, I'm confused about my future. I'm not very technically strong, although I do get decent grades. I'm a popular guy in my university, everyone knows me there, they think I'm a really talanted guy but deep down I know I'm a asshole and I keep gets insecure by the technical skills my classmates have, I don't understand the courses at the first hand I'm an idiot ig. I'm much more passionate about entrepreneurship, and whenever I take responsibility for something, I give it my all.
My father runs a business that generates decent income. He's getting older, and I want to graduate, join the business, and help him retire as soon as possible. However, the business requires long working hours and atleast 10 hours of daily duty, which makes me wonder whether I'll have the freedom to pursue my own ambitions.
My father is incredibly supportive and has given me complete freedom to choose my path. He'd even consider selling the business if that's what we decide.
Part of me feels shutting down or selling a running business would be a waste, while another part of me wants to explore my potential as an entrepreneur beyond it.
What would you do in my position? Should I focus on building technical skills and pursuing a career in CS, or graduate and commit myself to growing the family business? How can I balance my ambitions with my responsibility toward my father?