r/AskProfessors • u/Forest_Scape2525 • 23h ago
Sensitive Content Going on a class trip abroad with professor & worried about judgement
I (undergrad) got into a 2 week field course abroad with a professor who I currently have for a small class. I really like this professor and think she is a true genius and wonderful person; its no wonder she is so renowned in her field. Needless to say, I would like to keep a good impression on her.
My issue is, I have around 8 disorganized large, pink, and thick scars on my arm near the crease of my elbow from when I had a mental health issue last year. It is not an issue anymore and not something I like to have to think about so I have covered up at my university in fear of being unfairly judged/seen as unprofessional. I think it can maybe pass as an accident to 50% of people, but i'm sure my professor is aware of signs of mental health issues given my university's reputation. The trip is somewhere tropical so I do not want to have to wear long sleeves while hiking or to sleep.
What i'm getting at is: if you were my professor, would you say anything? Would it change how you viewed me if you already had me as a student? I am very conscious that at my prestigious university making connections right now are everything, and the impressions I make on people could help shape my future career, especially being in a niche field. So be brutally honest, would seeing scars on an otherwise high-achieving student make you see him as unstable and unreliable? Is this just an unavoidable thing that people who I work closely with will find out about me?