r/Veterinary • u/Relevant_Still_7350 • 7h ago
dealing with imposter syndrome
I haven’t wanted to be a vet my entire life and only decided around october time last year, so a full year now. the profession sounds intriguing to me, i enjoy sciences and find medicine interesting too as i used to watch medicine programs as a kid. i do have aspirations of working in a zoo with really cool animals in the future (curious about the progression after vet school to this if anyone could tell me) but i just dont know if my passions are as strong as others or as strong as it should be. the difficulty of it all doesnt put me off at all though as life is hard and im not gonna stop myself from doing something great just because its difficult.
i get massive mood swings too where sometimes ill be really motivated and think like yeah this is what i want to do and i want to do this for the rest of my life but then there’ll be times like now where i just keep doubting myself and i’m not sure. i can’t really see myself doing anything else in life though. not in the, ‘this is what im so passionate about and this is what i want to do’ way but more in the ‘i dont want to leave uni with a degree, struggle to find a job and then end up in an office’ way if i do a different degree.
i guess the imposter syndrome comes into play as unfortunately i wasnt able to get any work experience, which i do scold myself for. i was looking though. i went into places in person, emailed vet practices, emailed charities and emailed sanctuaries. just wasnt able to get anything. thankfully wasn’t needed for any of the vet science/med unis im applying too. not getting work experience was a combination of a few things, not making excuses just giving real reasons.
- a lot of my energy was going into job hunting. i really wanted a job to get money for uni so most of my energy, that i even had left after a levels was going to that
-lack of energy after a levels. i put so much effort into my a levels, doing like 6-7 hours a day every day so i could get the grades i needed and as soon as they ended i just completely switched off.
-didnt actually NEED the work experience and got complacent because of it.
i know the work experience would’ve helped immensely with these doubts if i got it. i know if i tried hard enough, harder than i did, i wouldve found some.
i know its hard to pick the thing you want to do for the rest of your entire life. thanks for reading and i hope you can help me with my thoughts by giving some of your own experiences .